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    Portrait of Simone
    Portrait of Simone
    Portrait of Simone
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    Portrait of Simone

    By Odie Hawkins

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    Portrait of Simone is the poignant story of a young soldier stationed in the Deep South, in the recent past, and his romance with a woman nearly twice his age. Simone is mysterious, alluring, charming, complex.
     
    The author brings us the story of true love, love that grows deeper with the passage of time, and pays tribute to the woman known as Simone.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherOpen Road Integrated Media
    Release dateApr 5, 2016
    ISBN9781504035767
    Portrait of Simone
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    Odie Hawkins

    Odie Hawkins and Ralph H. Vernon, the co-authors of "Lady Bliss", have fused their life experiences to distill the story and characters for their collaboration. Hawkins is known for previously published novels -- An alumnus of the Watts Writer’s Workshop, he has been the author of twenty books since his "Ghetto Sketches" was first published in 1971.Ralph H. Vernon was lead singer of the "Morroccos" He toured with Ray Charles, Chuck Berry, Ruth Brown and others. He went from the stage to the Marine Corps and then to the aerospace industry, where the idea of building an artificial woman was born. The artificial Woman Hybrid Organism Robotic Experimental.

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      Portrait of Simone - Odie Hawkins

      Prologue

      The southern section of the United States has a peculiar history, a peculiar way of looking at things. The South is our tropical zone, the place where armpits carry half moons and the way people speak reflects a social status that may be missing in the rest of the country.

      In the South the recent past may be yesterday or a hundred years ago. People seem to relate to older feelings there than in the rest of the country. Or so some people think. Art, mystery, food, craziness, murky water, dark nights, the smell of skunks, dog howls and deeper love swell up down there and keep the emotional belly fuller than anywhere else in the country. We don’t want to get into catfish and cornbread. That would almost be explaining the whole thing. You meet people in the south that you would never meet in any other part of the country, or the world.

      On the back roads in Georgia trees hang over like old men shedding dry tears, and when it rains the earth bleeds, sheds rivulets of blood. Some of those trees have held the bodies of African men and women, their necks brutally cradled in heavy coils of lynch rope.

      During the hey day of American-style Apartheid, the South was the African’s hell in full view, filled with emotions so raw that they have never healed, will never heal. The South smells different, is filled with flowers that refuse to have color or odor after they are taken from their native soil. The South was once the aggravated land of African women. There is the story of a beautiful African woman who was raped at least once week (from 12 years old to 24 years old) all of her adult life. She stopped the rapes by biting the dick off of her last rapist. The white men of her town, outraged by her rebellion, tied her to a tree and used her for target practice. They say she died with a smile on her face.

      The South has always carried this bitter-sweetness for African-Americans. Alone, without Eurocentric prodding or interference, we have sometimes turned the South into a gorgeous place, bursting with an African love system that embraced every Black face in sight.

      The South is where the United States sent Leon to serve his country. The government had no intention of introducing Leon to Simone, but it happened anyway.

      The government had no intention of introducing Herb to Muntuna, but it happened anyway.

      The people who lived in the area had no idea that one sad day their land would be taken over, twisted into a mad caricature of human activity, slavery legalized.

      Yes, the Southern section of the United States has a peculiar history, a peculiar way of looking at things. This is our tropical zone, and it gives birth to emotions that will not bloom anywhere else. Check it out.

      Chapter 1

      Never will forget it. There were ten of us on the train being shipped to Fort Gordon, Georgia. About an equal number of Blacks and Whites, all of us pissed about being sent to the South, to Georgia of all places.

      We hopped off the train and had to walk about a hundred yards to a cab stand. The cabs, three of them, were going to take us from the train station to the bus station, and from there we were going to be bussed to the post.

      April 10th, 1962. Hot! Hot! It had to be a hundred in the shade, and humid. But the time we got to the cab stand, carrying these duffel bags ’n shit, we were soakin’ wet with sweat. Everybody was cussin’. It was the first time any of us had ever been south and the inside of an un-airconditioned cab, don’t ask me why, was our first taste of it. I remember Leon signalling with his eyes for us to take a look at the back of the cab driver’s neck.

      Right! Talk about rednecks, he had one that looked like a buzzard’s neck. Good ol’ boy with a wad in his cheek. Leon, who was really good with stuff like this, gave us a tour guide’s spiel on the way to the bus station.

      Now then, folks, as you can see, on our right, we have the hundred foot high statue of Private Jebediah Gehokum, the last private to volunteer for the Confederate Army.

      Thank God the bus station was air conditioned and it wasn’t segregated. I guess that had to do with the fact that it was practically owned by the Army. Somebody told us to sit and wait for the bus to the fort. The bus was due an hour later. We waited impatiently, you know how young dudes can be. After fifteen minutes or so, Leon and one of the white dudes, I think his name was Amchuck or something like that, decided to take a lil’ stroll.

      Hey man, if the bus comes while we’re gone, tell ’em to wait, we’ll be back in a bit. That was typical for Leon. He simply refused to conform. I know what I’m talking about. We went through basic training together. At one point I thought they were going to throw his ass in jail for outright nonconformity. Can you really understand where I’m comin’ from? Take my word for it, the Army, like most other big time regimentation systems, doesn’t like a lot of nonconformity. And Leon was strictly a non-conformist. But that’s besides the point, we were draftees and so far as the regular Army types were concerned, all draftees were non-conformists.

      But that’s another story. I’m getting ahead of my myself. He and Amchuck, it was Chuck-something or other, decided to take a lil’ stroll. Now, check it out, you’ve got to remember this was 1962 and the bus station was situated in the white section of town, which meant that Leon, the reluctant draftee brother and Elchuck, the liberal white boy, were going for a walk on the white side.

      About twenty hot minutes later they were escorted back to the bus station by two huge MPs. The military police left with one word. Stay! they said and marched back out. Elchuck was red in the face and Leon looked like he was ready to strangle somebody. I didn’t get the story of what had happened until we got on the bus, and I got it from Elchuck. Leon was still too mad to talk.

      "Well, what happened is that we were just walkin’ down the main street, it’s called Broad Street on this side of town, and these two MPs popped out of nowhere, puts handcuffs on us, takes us to the local station house and they give me this big racist fuckin’ lecture. I don’t know what they said to Leon.

      ‘Look,’ they says to me, ‘You’re in white man’s country now, we don’t want you to fuck things up by hangin’ out with niggers, understand?!’ Hey what could I say? I nodded my head like I was in agreement. Hey, what could I do? Did you see the size of those fuckin’ apes?!

      Fortunately, Leon and I got posted to the same unit, the 95th Civil Affairs Headquarters; we were, would’ve been the people to set up a government, if our government had taken over Cuba or wrapped Russia into a knot or something. Two weeks after we got into the unit he told me what had happened to him during their fifteen minute walk.

      "The motherfuckers threatened to kick my ass for resisting arrest if I said a backwards word and a whole bunch of other racist shit. Needless to say, I talked back. ‘No, fuck it!’ I argued. I asked them how they could justify Jim Crowin’ me in uniform. ‘Like, hey, we’re both in the same fuckin’ army. What am I doing wrong? Is takin’ a fuckin’ walk down the fuckin’ street wrong?!’

      "I asked them. They didn’t have an answer for that. In addition to everything else, both of the motherfuckers were from ’way up North, like Montana and Minnesota, and they didn’t feel super secure about their racism. Anyway, to make a long story short, they laid it out for me, no integration, period.

      Look, we know you just got here and you may not know what the rules are but we’re here to enforce the rules and the rules are, no integration. That’s what they ran down to me and then shot us back to the bus station.

      We settled into the life in the 95th Civil Affairs unit. Leon seemed to settle into life outside it. He told me one day, about a couple weeks after we’d been given our permanent assignments, I think I’m gonna hang out on post ’til the end of my number man, I don’t wanna be forced to deal with outrageous segregation. Chicago is bad enough. It was hard to believe but he really meant it. Don’t get me wrong, I was severely pissed myself. I mean, you from Des Moines, Iowa. But my feelings were, hey, just play the game for twenty months and then get on about your life. That wasn’t the stuff that Leon was made of. He wasn’t going to go for accommodation on any level. So, while the rest of us changed clothes every evening, tipped into town to track down loose body, booze, gamble or whatever, Leon as promised, hung out on post, draining the library or playing drums at the various post service clubs and going to the movies. I never met a dude who loved movies more than he did.

      He held out for about three months and then, without a lot of fanfare, he joined our little group for a trip into town. He made us feel real funny, kinda quietly, if you want the truth. I mean, here we were, six of us, Steel from the Virgin Islands, McKinnon from Phili, Bussey from New York, Da Loma from Boston, Maxwell from Ell-A and myself, and we hadn’t done anything to try to de-Apartheid our situation. To be truthful, we had just simply settled into it and said, Fuck it, we’ll go back on the offensive when we get back on our own turf.

      Now, we hadn’t boycotted the town, resisted, or done any such thing. We had been in town twenty minutes. We deserted Steel, McKinnon, Bussey, Da Loma and Maxwell, who were off looking for something a bit more lively than music, and set up at the DeSoto Club. The DeSoto was where they had Miles Davis and John Coltrane on the jukebox. I don’t think I’ve ever experienced anything like it in my life, hanging out that night with Leon. He sat up there on that barstool, sipping straight gin (you ran your own risks when you asked for a mixed drink) and sucked the Coltrane-Davis sound up like a stone freak.

      Man, you now something, he says to me at one point. I’m afraid for jazz. It’s such a precious music.

      What’re you afraid of? I asked him.

      I’m afraid white folks are goin’ to claim it.

      This, light years before the Blues Brothers and stuff like that. 1962, remember? But Brubeck, Baker, Belushi and a Biderbecke had already done their damage. On cue, we stumbled out into Gwinnett Street with the rest of the love-lost legions and took the bus back to the post. The dude was so political, he actually used to piss me off.

      Hey, man, he’d throw out at me, you got any idea how much these people who work on this post make?

      Uhhh, naw, home, I answered him on one occasion.

      $2.50 an hour, he told me. Well, okay, shit, $2.50 an hour, what the hell did that have to do with us soldiers? The civilian employees coming up on the post were earning a dollar and a quarter more than they would’ve earned if they hadn’t been working on government property. That’s what I related to. In any case, the brother started going to town with us. He’d hang out, after we got to town, for a half hour or so, and then he’d trip off to the DeSoto to dominate the jukebox until the club closed. For those who didn’t dig Bird, Billie, ’Trane ’n Miles, so sorry, too bad. He discovered the library three months after he discovered the DeSoto Club and I’m sure the DeSoto patrons will always be grateful. The man defied Ritual.

      Where you going, man?

      To the library.

      Where?

      To the library.

      For fuckin’ what?

      Wanna come with me?

      The ritual was to pull into town on the bus (unless you knew a non-com or an officer who wanted to run the risk of being seen with one of the ‘untouchable’ types) and cast off, period. Here we had this maniac tripping off to the library. I liked the dude, but his library thing seemed eccentric, even to me. It took him three months of going back ’n forth before he revealed that the attraction was.

      She’s really beautiful, Herb, really and truly beautiful.

      Who?

      Simone.

      Simone?

      Yeah, the librarian.

      It got to be sort of an in-joke amongst our gang.

      Where’s Leon, Herb?

      He’s visiting the librarian.

      One afternoon, out of sheer curiosity, me and Maxwell, half loaded on some Thai stick his sister had sent him, decided to take a look at the librarian. The library was almost empty, save for Leon, leaning across the front desk talking to the librarian and a few school kids. He frowned when he saw us walk in.

      Can I help you gentlemen? she asked. Leon maintained his frown.

      They don’t need any help, these are friends of mine.

      She leaned across the desk and shook our hands. Welcome to the library. Let me know if I can help you find something. She had this really throaty voice, musical, with this lilting accent. She sounded almost Jamaican. And was fine. If my jaw went half as slack Maxwell’s, I’m sure both of us must’ve looked like complete idiots.

      I mean, the sister was fine. From what we could see from the waist up, she was gorgeous. Beige colored sister, dimples in her cheeks, one of them really African pairs o’ lips on her, little pixie-curly hair cut, beautifully molded tits, tiny waistline. One of the school kids called her over for something and we got a chance to check out the rest of her. Lush African buttocks on her, not too large or wide. Lush.

      Get the fuck outta here, Leon growled at us.

      Hey, we’re your partners, remember?

      You heard me, get outta here.

      Since he seemed

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