Detached Lives: Judgments

Detached Lives

Judgments

Jeff Inlo

Copyright © 2015 Jeff Inlo

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By Jeff Inlo

Fantasy:

Delver Magic Book I – Sanctum’s Breach

Delver Magic Book II – Throne of Vengeance

Delver Magic Book III – Balance of Fate

Delver Magic Book IV – Nightmare's Shadow

Delver Magic Book V – Chain of Bargains

Delver Magic Book VI – Pure Choice

Delver Magic Book VII – Altered Messages

Delver Magic Book VIII – Spirit Past

Delver Magic Book IX – Joint Intentions

Delver Magic Book X (Coming Soon)

Sci Fi/Fantasy:

Detached Lives: Judgments

Spiritual Thriller:

Soul View

Soul Chase

When Do I See God? (by Jeff Ianniello)

Apocalyptic Thriller:

Slow Fall: Counting Down

Science Fiction:

Alien Cradle

Humor:

Counterproductive Man

To Joan, for keeping me attached!

Chapter 1

Clayton Troblan—his parents, when they were alive, just called him Clay—heard his front door swing open and then slam shut with great force. He immediately noticed a tense man racing towards him. He froze in his chair, uncertain of how to react.

Strangers didn't barge into his house often, but his home also served as his office. Clients were welcome, but by appointment only. Clay didn't recognize the intruder, and he wasn't expecting any visitors. People looking to discuss his accounting services usually knew how to knock or ring the bell.

The individual showed no such courtesy, did not even offer a greeting or an introduction as he stalked forward and began making rather absurd declarations of obvious facts.

Let me make this very clear to you, the man stated with a fierce tone and even harsher demeanor, because we can't afford any mistakes. You're not dreaming. I am very real. As strange as this will seem to you, you are awake and you remain in reality. And you're not dead. This will not be some absurd out-of-body experience for you or some glimpse of an afterlife. You're still very much alive. Do you understand so far?

Clay understood very little of what was happening. He remained seated, hoped to appear calm, but he couldn't hide his alarm or his confusion at the sudden intrusion of a frantic stranger.

Dead? Clay questioned.

Do not appear so surprised! the uninvited guest demanded. You're going to face far more critical issues. And don't stray off course. I'm not here to talk about death. Just the opposite. You have to accept that this is reality. Can you do that?!

Clay was at a complete loss. He had dealt with difficult clients, especially regarding taxes and audits, but the visitors to his home office usually carried folders filled with paperwork, and they didn't make statements about dreams or death, unless it was an estate case.

I guess so. What is it...

The response was clearly inappropriate to the stranger who had just plowed through the stunned accountant's home. He immediately cut Clay off. The intruder couldn't allow the prospective candidate to continue with irrelevant questions, or even worse, careless displays of potentially catastrophic indecision.

"Guess? You must never admit to such a thing! You must always appear certain. If you lack information, request more... but always retain your focus. If you are undecided, remain silent. But never, ever state openly that you are making a guess! Now, do you understand what I have said or not?"

Clay wondered if a lunatic had jumped free from some asylum and happened to choose his front door for sanctuary. He decided to act casually, buy a few moments of time. He didn't want to provoke the stranger by refusing to answer, so he attempted to pacify the intruder with a mundane response.

If you don't want me to guess, then I shouldn't be distracted either. Let me put this away so I can give you my full attention.

He collected the few papers on his desk and placed them in a folder as he composed his thoughts. He considered calling the police, but he didn't want to make any abrupt moves and his phone was just out of reach.

The stranger was thin but muscular, and he moved with a grace that Clay could not quite define, like a dancer gliding through a stage occupied by acrobats. Clay knew he was no match physically for the intruder, so he decided to comply and simply flow with the stranger's absurd demands. He believed it was better to appease a lunatic than to confront one.

With his desk clear, Clay placed his full attention on the tense man impatiently waiting for a response.

I know I'm not asleep, Clay admitted as calmly as possible, so I'm not dreaming. I also know I'm breathing, so I'm not dead.

Excellent. That's exactly how you should answer, and it's what we need of you. Now, this is the difficult part.

Clay wondered what might be more difficult than dealing with a ranting stranger. As the intruder introduced a new element into the altercation, the situation turned from unsettling into utterly bizarre.

Worlds can exist within each other, Clay's uninvited guest explained with a concise tone. It's not so much a matter of occupying the same space or a divergence of different timelines. It is not even a concept of multiple dimensions of various stages of existence. It's a concept similar to reflection and shadow. An object can cast two separate shadows from the same light source if a mirror is introduced. The casting is not, however, a mirror image. It is a second and distinct shadow... two completely unique entities. Within the proper alignment, those two shadows can overlap. Even though they might appear to merge, they both remain in existence. Take one shadow away, and the other remains. Do you understand?

About the shadows? Yes.

The same principle can exist under circumstances beyond shadow... convergence can occur with substance, even going as far as connecting two distinct worlds by what seems to be nothing more than a simple thread.

Light sources can't cast objects of substance, Clay replied instinctively, and then wished he had not contradicted the stranger.

I'm not talking about the differences between shadow and substance, the man replied without hostility, almost as if he appreciated Clay's response. It's the concept which is important. I'm using the example of light and shadow as a way to help you understand where I come from. Reflection is a powerful force. It can be used to redirect as well as create. Once the basis of substantive reflection is understood and defined, a doorway can be created.

A doorway?

A passage between two worlds. The universe is a grand puzzle. Time and space are potential restraints, but they can be lifted under the right circumstances. You must be able to accept this. You must never doubt the reality of your surroundings, even though they will be different from the world you know. If you dismiss what lies ahead as hallucinations or fanciful imaginings, you will cause more harm than good. It is extremely important you accept what is happening to you as a stark reality.

Clay grasped at an opening in the stranger's words. He didn't wish to continue the peculiar conversation, but he knew he had to be careful in responding. He wanted to avoid confronting the stranger, but he also hoped to redirect the encounter into a less hostile tone.

If it's that important, then any confusion should be avoided. Even basic information is important, so let's clear up some obvious questions. Why don't you start with your name? I don't even know who you are.

The stranger eyed Clay with a hint of dissatisfaction, but then, almost grudgingly, bent to Clay's request.

You are right, the man acknowledged. That is exactly how you should approach this matter... with a desire for clarity. Perhaps you are indeed the one we need. I am aware your name is Clay. My name is Sary.

Clay was slightly unsettled at discovering the stranger knew his name, but he decided to keep his questions focused on the man he knew he had never met before.

Sary... is that your first name or last name?

Where I come from, we do not have first and last names. We have a single name and a title. The name is our identifier and our title defines our purpose.

I assume Sary is your name.

Never declare you are making an assumption! It is as bad as guessing. Assumptions are difficult to avoid, sometimes even necessary to make progress, but you must not use them in place of asking direct questions!

Clay grew frustrated at being corrected with such aggression, but he still believed he was dealing with an unhinged trespasser. He had no idea how the stranger might react if he became argumentative. Clay remained convinced that pacifying the intruder was his safest path forward. Still, he could not avoid a hint of sarcasm.

Fine. Is Sary your name? It doesn't sound like a title... and that's not an assumption, it's a statement of fact. I've never heard of any purpose defined by the word 'Sary,' unless it's some kind of obscure term referring to intrusions.

You believe I'm intruding upon you?

Clay took some satisfaction in correcting the man before him.

It's not a belief. It's also a fact.

You learn quickly. And since you will be required to ask questions, I will respond. Yes, Sary is my name.

And what's your title?

Conveyor.

Conveyor? That's a broad term. Do you transport items or do you communicate information?

Both. As for this moment—though I am aware I must communicate certain information—my main objective is transportation.

And what is it you're transporting now?

You.

Clay wasn't sure how to react. It appeared as if he had become the object of some lunatic's obsession. Calling for help became a more plausible course of action, but he wasn't quite ready to panic.

He leaned back in his chair as he took a moment to gain a better perspective of the intruder. Sary's hands were empty. Clay noticed no weapons, but something small—a handgun or a knife—could have been concealed under Sary's loose shirt or in the waistband of his trousers.

As he continued to inspect the uninvited guest, he realized Sary's attire was slightly odd. Everything was neat, but very simple. There were no visible brand names, no patterns, and no designs of any kind. Buttons adorned his shirt, but they were as plain as the rest of his appearance, and they were made of wood, not metal or plastic. They served their purpose and offered nothing more. Even Sary's sturdy leather boots appeared practical and without style.

Clay released a heavy breath as he decided to confront the intruder with a level of caution.

Look, I don't want to upset you, but you have to admit this is confusing. Again, that's another statement of fact. You run into my house, and I don't know you. Now you're saying you want to transport me. You've told me you don't want me to guess or to assume, and I don't want to. Unfortunately, you're not leaving me with much leeway here.

"That's because there is no leeway. There is only a direction which must be taken, and it is one you must grasp without uncertainty."

Then we're both in trouble, because I'm very uncertain about this.

Uncertain about what?!

In a wave of frustration, Clay revealed the full measure of his distress.

Everything! I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. I don't know why you're in my house! Where's the certainty in any of this?

Sary shook his head in disgust as he wondered if some mistake had been made. He realized, however, that there had been no error. He had observed Clay for some time, and Clay himself had assisted in creating the passage, even if it was unknowingly. Of that, there was no doubt. If there was confusion, it was almost understandable, but it could not continue.

You are permitting your discomfort with this situation to influence your thinking. You cannot allow that.

You expect me to just accept a stranger appearing in my house like it was an ordinary event?

Yes.

I'm open to suggestions on how to accomplish that.

Analyze the dilemma before you without considering irrelevant factors. You see me as an intruder and your home as a safe haven, but that has little significance regarding what you must do. Look beyond your individual concerns and focus on the details of the challenge itself. Isn't that what you do?

Clay thought of his work, his hobbies, and his overall interests. Sary was right. Clay could find solutions—whether they were to tax questions, jigsaw puzzles, or mystery novels—by pushing aside trivial concerns and seizing the key factors of most any problem. Clay was capable of focusing on significant details, and he decided to do just that. He took a long pause to consider everything Sary had said, and he was convinced he was dealing with a madman.

He made a bold, and possibly dangerous decision, but it was one he knew would confirm his concerns. He recalled the exact words of the intruder, and he came to one definitive conclusion.

You think you're from another world, don't you? Clay questioned almost harshly.

I am.

And you're here to take me to that world, aren't you?

That is my task.

This other world, does it have a name?

Drenna.

Clay attempted to confirm his safety, even if he knew it was equally perilous to do so.

You said I had to understand I wasn't dead. That means you need to take me there alive, correct?

You are useless to me otherwise.

In that, Clay found a great deal of solace. Sary didn't intend on killing him, so all Clay needed to do was humor the lunatic. Still, rather than just agreeing to accompany the intruder, he realized Sary expected more of him. In order to determine just how dangerous the intruder might be, Clay decided to press for details which he could link to their discussion.

"It's obvious you're not here simply to take me to your world for a visit. You have something in mind for me. Since your world incorporates titles, I'll have to be given one as well. What will my purpose be on Drenna... my title? What's the point to all of this?"

You will be Clay the Judge.

A judge?

Yes, a judge. We do not need a champion or a king. We don't need a hero or some great magician. Nor do we need a thief or an assassin. We have more than enough warriors and would-be leaders. We have armies of proficient individuals to handle nearly every task we require. What we do not have is someone capable of resolving certain disputes.

And what makes you think I'm qualified to be a judge? I don't have any real experience with the law, other than tax law.

Your concept of written rules is not relevant to us. You will not be asked to review mountains of bounded material or to apply some set of unyielding regulations. We need someone to make rational decisions without bias. That is the key. We need an outsider, an individual with no stake in our concerns, an individual with absolutely no ties to anyone or anything in our world.

"Anyone from this world would fill that need. Why me?"

No, not anyone. There are definite requirements. We need someone with your cognitive abilities; strong memory, attention to detail, and sound comprehension. The individual must be able to evaluate situations without requiring firsthand experience, and he must be capable of utilizing logic and reasoning. The individual we need also has to be a loner.

Come again?

A loner. Someone isolated from the cares of everyone else in your world. Someone who would not be immediately missed and someone who would not miss anyone remaining behind. We need someone detached in such a way that the influence of your world will not spill into ours.

Clay disagreed with the assessment that he matched such a description.

I may live alone, but I'm not detached.

You are very detached. Your contacts are minimal. You have never had a group mentality. You never needed to belong, and I don't believe you ever will. You keep to yourself. You do not even have a pet.

It was a hard truth, but one Clay had to accept. It also meant Sary knew more about him than just his name. Sary had been watching him long enough to make that evaluation, a judgment that was almost painfully accurate.

Clay could not guess as to how long the lunatic had been keeping tabs on him or how he managed it, but it left him feeling very vulnerable. If Sary knew that much about him, he would also know his tendencies and weaknesses. Any attempt to deceive might be viewed as an act of aggression. Clay could make a fatal mistake without even knowing it. He didn't wish to remain in such a precarious situation, but he had to remain truthful. He wondered if he could possibly redirect the stranger's focus.

Alright but still, there are probably thousands of people who would fall into that category, maybe even millions. If you're looking for a judge, there has to be someone else just as detached as I am who would be better suited for the job. If you needed Clay the Tax Accountant, I could understand it, but not Clay the Judge.

Do not allow certain decisions within this world to affect your overall perception! You may consider yourself an accountant, but on Drenna, your occupation on this world is irrelevant. What matters is your character, your abilities, and your insight.

But my occupation is a large part of my life. I can't just ignore what I've done over all these years. You have to realize I can't just erase those experiences.

I don't expect you to, but you must focus on the true aspect of your personality and your traits. You chose your profession because it allowed you the greatest amount of isolation.

Isolation? I deal with clients all the time.

You deal with numbers... and you like it that way. The people are an unfortunate necessity, but you always look beyond them.

Again, so what? There have to be more qualified people to decide your disputes. I don't even like confrontation. I'm not comfortable with talking to you right now. Why am I the loner you picked?

It wasn't simply a matter of us choosing you. In a way, you have chosen us.

I didn't make any choice.

The choice was an unconscious one. I know that creates more questions for you, but we are running out of time. I must now insist that you accompany me to my world.

Clay realized that they had reached a critical junction. He didn't want to go anywhere with the lunatic, but he didn't want the encounter to become violent. He decided to move carefully and look for a possible means to escape. He stood up slowly, but kept his desk between him and Sary.

Will it be a long trip? Clay pressed.

Barely an instant.

How are we going to get there?

Exactly as I arrived here. We will walk through the door.

Clay looked over Sary's shoulder, out beyond his office. He knew Sary came through his front door. He believed they would leave the same way. In that, he found hope.

If Clay could get outside, he had a far greater chance of obtaining assistance. At least he wouldn't be alone, trapped in his own home without any potential aid. If anyone was outside, he could call for help or just make a dash for it. He knew he couldn't outrun Sary, but he might be able to surprise him just enough to make it to the street and get someone's attention.

Alright, Clay allowed. Let's leave the same way you came in, right through the front door.

Clay stepped around his desk and moved toward his office door. Before he could leave, he felt the stranger's firm grip on his arm. There was surprising strength in the thin fingers which held him.

Before we leave, do you have any metal upon you?

The question surprised the accountant, and he responded almost mechanically.

Metal? Just some keys. I don't wear jewelry.

Leave the keys behind.

Clay didn't like the idea, but he wasn't going to take the time to lock his door. He pulled his keys from his pocket and threw them on his desk.

Any other metal? Sary questioned. Anything on your clothes?

Clay looked down upon himself.

Just a zipper and a button on my pants, he replied, clearly unnerved by the odd question.

Then you will need a new pair, but we can get you one when we arrive in Drenna. It will work better that way. You will see something very important.

Sary released Clay's arm and moved toward the front door, expecting the confused accountant to follow without hesitation. Just as he placed his hand on the doorknob, Sary turned to Clay and asked a simple question.

This door... where do you think it leads?

You should know. You just came through it.

No! You are placing your expectations into my experiences, thus trying to give my actions a new definition. You must never do that in Drenna. What I came through was a passage, a passage which connects your world with mine. You can't conceive of such a passage, not just yet.

So you think your passing through this door will be different than mine? Clay wondered.

Previously, yes, but not this time. When you walk with me out this door, we will both utilize the passage which brought me here... a passage which you helped create. There must be no doubt about that. If you do not prepare yourself for what will happen, you will lose yourself, and I can't afford another failure like that. Now, where do you think this door leads?

Clay didn't want to contradict the fanatical intruder, but he couldn't ignore the obvious.

This is my front door. It opens to my front porch, which leads to my front walk, which cuts through my front yard.

And in your world, that is what you should expect, but we are about to enter my world. Remember, this is no dream, no illusion. This is reality.

Sary opened the door and Clay saw exactly what he expected to see. It was what he saw every day when he exited his house. Just past his front porch, he saw neat rows of bricks forming the walkway which created a path across his front yard.

You see your world, correct? Sary asked.

Yes, Clay admitted, wondering if he would be sharply corrected once more, told that he was not looking in the right place, but he wasn't corrected at all.

That's what I expected you to see. You did not even entertain the thought of seeing something else. You are curious about me, and certainly concerned, but you have not yet accepted what is about to occur.

I'm not sure what's going to happen, Clay admitted.

You think I'm mad... insane, don't you? Sary questioned with a hint of a smile.

Clay didn't answer, didn't even look at the intruder.

It's okay, Sary allowed. Speak the truth. The truth will never hurt you.

With the door open, Clay decided to do just as the intruder requested. He spoke the absolute truth without hesitation.

I think you're confused. I think you have the wrong house, and the wrong man. I think you need help.

"I do need help, but I do not have the wrong house... or the wrong