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Bring Down the Chandeliers
Bring Down the Chandeliers
Bring Down the Chandeliers
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Bring Down the Chandeliers

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Tara Hardy�s first book of poems explores the glory, garden and grit of wound while aiming at the bulls-eye of redemption. Translating what the body knows into text, she writes about love, betrayal, sex, war, addiction, regret, and forgiveness. From flat out advice to a trauma survivor, to what roils inside Adam�s rib, to sex from the perspective of her hair, these poems strive to come to terms with human flaw and its aftermath. Through personal narrative, her work deepens our understanding of larger cultural splits, among them victim/perpetrator, gay/straight, urban/rural, coastal/middle, poor/privileged, self/other. These poems press us to work shame into joy, rage into art, and regret into possibility.
LanguageEnglish
Release dateOct 1, 2018
ISBN9781935904311
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Bring Down the Chandeliers - Tara Hardy

Chandeliers

Hummingbird

In the orphanage of my voice box

my father sits, fork and knife upright

on the table before him. He’s already cut

off my hummingbird and fed it

to our dog. Scientists can’t pin down

how hummingbirds are able to maintain

flight-flap at a pace so feverish when

energy expelled exceeds energy consumed.

In place of my hummingbird my father

drapes a bib, so he won’t have to look at his

handiwork. But behind the curtain

the nurse explains in some sort of

capacity retained exceeds capacity consumed

miracle I still have apparatus necessary

for flight. In an under the table deal of my

own I make faithful our dog, stroke the beast

hold to his nose the scent of his master.

Make a bid as mistress to tear limb from

limb the obstruction of my father on the runway

called my mouth, on the runway

called my other mouth. Itself an overcrowded

with cornered voices orphanage. As our hound

hones his scent, all the children I ever

wasn’t but was meant to be,

break open the roof, take wing,

and I speak

speak.

Daughter

What I want you to know is this:

My father did monster things to my child body.

This is a lamb’s truth.

Like pouring bleach over grass he burned his name into me.

What he took no one can repay.

Say this is a tax collector’s truth,

but also say this:

It did not make him powerful or grand.

He isn’t somewhere cackling on a distant hill.

He is at home, sleeping in a wool cap

on a sinking sofa because he snores

like the train that orphaned him at seven.

He is an old man with a garden, pinching

tomato bugs between thumb and forefinger.

You can say he is a doddering letch, but also say this:

Say he did the dishes, cooked; taught me how to fish.

There is a boat still floating at the wharf

from 1917, the same year he poked his

puckered head through his mother’s legs,

squinting. The boat’s rhythm against

the water is his wet lungs still pulling

breath. This is an organ’s truth.

And me, say I am half of him, his monster flesh.

Pulled from his injury on my mother like a fist.

Say I am a fist. I am not

the pasty faces of incest children

growing on the underbelly of a log,

color of the way-inside of lettuce.

I am spunneling, alive, and red. This is an artery’s truth.

You can say I am half-blooded monster,

but also say this: my

blood does not make a pity trip.

The fist of me unfolds to pluck the quill of him from my throat and

regularly fill it. This is a pen’s truth.

Six years ago, crossing his state’s line

caused my body to clutch itself so completely

I couldn’t pee for three days.

Except in a long thin terrified stream.

A scream as long would have melted the road. The sticky tar of it.

Say he stole from me the right

to be around to bury him,

but also say this:

I am not the road of tar. I was only stuck to it.

A wingless, but determined beast.

This is a daughter’s truth.

Adam’s Rib

When a man I love hit a woman I love,

what I wish I’d said, but didn’t:

Inside Adam’s rib is a kitchen. A yellow

kitchen. Inside Adam’s rib is a container

of bees. Of scars. Of chases.

Inside Adam’s rib is a wish. A woman

is a wish. For something more than salt

on your tongue. A woman is a wish

for something to puncture lonely.

A woman is a balm. Inside Adam’s rib

is a remedy. A resurrection.

A spontaneous eruption

of wings. All of our possibilities

peeking skull-out from between

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