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Nobody’s Looking at You: Essays by Janet Malcolm. Farrar, Straus & Giroux, 2019, $26.00 cloth.

IN THE summer of 1939, when she was about to turn five, Janet Malcolm fled Prague with her sister and parents. They sailed to New York. “We were among the small number of Jews who escaped the fate of the rest by sheer dumb luck,” she wrote in a recent essay, “as a few random insects escape a poison spray.” In Prague her parents had “belonged to a community of secular, nationalistic, Czech-speaking Jews,” and now they found themselves in a new country where not only their professional life but also the fabric of their cultural identity—“how to represent themselves”—had to be reimagined. They settled first in Brooklyn, then in Yorkville, where Malcolm’s father, a psychiatrist and neurologist, set up a medical practice.

In this “ordinary middle-class, middlebrow” household, Malcolm’s taste swung early to stray unassuming things. To make dollhouses, she used “orange crates furnished with chairs and tables and beds contrived out of this and that piece of wood or metal or cloth scavenged from around the house.” Her eye for discarded and scavenged objects emerged alongside an acute sense of which ones were false or misleading. An early memory preoccupies her:

I am in the country on a fine day in early summer and there is a village festival. Little girls in white dresses are walking in a procession, strewing white rose petals from small baskets. I want to join the procession but have no basket of petals. A kind aunt comes to my aid. She hastily plucks white petals from a bush in her garden and hands me a basket filled with them. I immediately see that the petals are not rose petals but peony petals. I am unhappy. I feel cheated. I feel that I have been given not the real thing but something counterfeit.

“The real thing” has been an ongoing object thing,” they insist—as models for a set of popular illustrations of the rich. When they can’t give him the poses he needs, they settle for doing work around the painter’s house, but the pathetic effort of their “intense dumb appeal” so unnerves him that he loses track of his work and sends them on their way. For Malcolm, the artist’s refusal to watch this sad couple doing his dishes—and to register their humiliation in a picture—suggests his unwillingness to do the very thing he claimed they were keeping him from doing: “become great by engaging with the real.” What “they helplessly display to him is their terror,” Malcolm argues. “But he does not want to see it, and when a momentary glimpse of it is forced on him, his fear that it will blind and paralyze him is confirmed… He steps back from the edge and remains in the comfortable world of mediocrity grounded in shallow illusion.”

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