Subud (pronounced [ˈsʊbʊd]) is an international spiritual movement that began in Indonesia in the 1920s, founded by Muhammad Subuh Sumohadiwidjojo.
The basis of Subud is a spiritual exercise commonly referred to as the latihan kejiwaan, which was said by Muhammad Subuh to represent guidance from "the Power of God" or "the Great Life Force". He claimed that Subud was not a new teaching or religion. He recommended that Subud members practise a religion but left them to make their own choice of religion. Some members have converted to Islam, but others have found their faith in and practice of Christianity and Judaism, for example, have deepened after practising the latihan.
There are now Subud groups in about 83 countries, with a worldwide membership of about 10,000.
The name "Subud" is an acronym that stands for three Javanese words, Susila Budhi Dharma, which are derived from the Sanskrit terms suśīla (good-tempered), bodhi and dharma.
The meaning depends on the context in which they are being used:
I waited for you
No one helped me through
I can't believe in you
And nothing is true
Following you around
Shoveling through our problems
I don't hate myself for being so dumb
I'm totally back and you're doing that
I can't fuckin' stand
I can't fuckin' stand this confusing shit