Rae Wilson is a fictional character from the British Channel 4 soap opera Hollyoaks, played by Alice Barlow. She appeared in the series from 5 October 2009 until 13 September 2011. Actress Helen Russell-Clark – who went on to play Jem Costello – originally auditioned for the role, but the part was awarded to Barlow. Producer Lucy Allan said Barlow was her favourite addition to the cast during 2009.
Initially portrayed as an imaginary character in a schizophrenia storyline, Rae was later revealed to be real when she arrived to study in Hollyoaks. She was central to a controversial suicide storyline, and was part of a love triangle with Ste Hay (Kieron Richardson) and Brendan Brady (Emmett J. Scanlan), which left her pregnant by Ste. She miscarried during an argument with Brendan and subsequently feuded with him; Barlow praised her character for being one of the few who dared to oppose the Hollyoaks villain. Rae was originally characterised as a chav with a feisty persona, but underwent a transformation when she attempted to embrace domestic life with Ste. During series four of the post-watershed spin-off Hollyoaks Later, Rae was murdered by a serial killer, Silas Blissett (Jeff Rawle). The late broadcast slot allowed an explicit depiction of her death. Barlow hoped that Rae would be remembered for her strong-willed nature, and that her exit would be considered one of the best in the programme's history.
Autumn leaves are falling down again
Last year seems like yesterday
What to do now that those days have gone
I have to start again
Inspiration means so hard to find
Words already on the page
I just have to write it down
In my own way
Say something worth saying
Time comes and goes
A life unnoticed
Cry out loud
Don't let me away
From this dream
I won't be a friend in need
No one escapes
From this feeling
I tell myself hold on
Everything is right
Not wrong
Love is what I ask for
Tonight
Hold on to me
I can't breath
Why am I
Alone
Blaming the dawn
Blame me
I know all the lies disagree
You can't just escape
From the leaving