Past & Hopes

Yeah,Its my life
In my own words,listen up
Verse 1
Have you ever bein in love soo much that you'd kill your self for her
Not an expression,no, just a comment why did i go out with her
It pisses me off when they know that there at top of are heart
And they just wont talk or they just talk to pisses uss off
And you wanna kill everybody that talk and touch her
But it pisses me off cause there the won that turns around and give the bitchy words
It always happens when you become the main source of there game
But it sucks when u become the main source of there pain
But Boys look there always tryna put uss in there game
There always asking stupid question like"Do you like another gurl baby"
"No babe,I dont like another chiky I Love You Baby"
How bout i give you one underdog,then you can leave me by my self
Then turn right around and go to face and give her a kiss and tell her u love her
And put my hands around her and thinking and seeing my life going bye by my self
Then turn right around and show her a picture and i told her
Thats Slim Shady, Yeah Marshall Mathers Baby
Hes the won that drove me crazy,But tonight baby
Your the won driving me crazy
Chorus*2
But now were gone,we carried on
Fuck the foregone,that was the worst bygone
Since i was born
I‘ve tried to carry on on my own
I‘ve tried to forget your name and face
But i can‘t stop living in the past so i copy'd and paist
All the foregone that we work'd on
And i press'd delete and saw all the memorise fly'd on
Verse 2
I keep having these memorise,Me and her kissin eachother
She kept leaving without saying a fucking! word
But when she said a fucking word it pissed me off cause it was always the same fucking answer
And she barks at me
Baby your making me sad "WHY!?,Why am i making u sad"
You never talk,You never talk to me i aint Glad
My face glanced down
With a remark saying what the fuck u talking about
But i look up and guess what i see
Its the eyes i love starring back at me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
If i could,I want you know
I would never let no one hurt you
Evan tho i never bust and work you
And a thaught i did alote of things to upset you,yea that's true
There's no one in this fucking world
I never loved more
You sweet,Your kind,Your beautifull as hell
I thaught of you whenever i was going thrue hell
Like when i was in prison
I only hade a Love vision
Me and you kissin
Cause when i look at you
Guess what i see
Its the won and those eye's i Love starring back at me
In my words and the truth baby
"I Love You"
So what am i soppost to do
To stop my self Loving You
Its impossible to do
Cause i fucking! love you
Oh! wait,i think there's something in my head going through
Chorus*2
But now were gone,we carried on
Fuck the foregone,that was the worst bygone
Since i was born
I‘ve tried to carry on on my own
I‘ve tried to forget your name and face
But i can‘t stop living in the past so i copy'd and paist
All the foregone that we work'd on
And i press'd delete and saw all the memorise fly'd on
Verse 3
Cant beleive i fucking love you
For all the stress you made me through
Evan when we were going out peoples were calling you
Thats soo fuck'd up cause i adore'd you
And then 1 month later me and u were through
That dissapointed me cause i adore'd you
Now back to the how i forgot you
I just dident think of you
Or evan let my self see you
Cause everytime i look'd at you
I Loved You
Evan tho i wrote songs about you
And they werent soo romantic,yea thats true
But i teach'd my self to spit you
And it worked cause these days i dont love you
I only like u for a no not evan i dont like you
I just thaught how much stress you put me thrught
But its all good now that were thru
Cause i dont love you no more and so do you
So lets live happy fully ever after how bout it gurl
I think its good when i think of you my head swurls
I loved you too much
When we broked up i turn'd to dust
I was soo crush cause i loved you too much
Just like you haha no im just kidding i know u dident
Cause i heard in 7th grade that you and france made a bet
So we went out for 2 years on and off
But its not realy going out we dident touch or hang out at all
But i just want you to know
I loved you all my heart and oucares if i dident send you some love notes
They only caws's mases confusion
So why dont i just go up too you and give u alote of kiss's
and show you how much i love you and i take back all my diss's
So that was the conclusion of are relationship
I'll finaly put that ponctuation at the end of this relationship
ByeBye and take care my first love
I'll put this in my notebook and never forgove
PS:my baby dove
Good thing we broked up
Cause i would'd toked that gun under my shelf
Cause i would'd shot my self
In the fore head to the back of my head
Into the wall if i could blow a brain that far
Ok time to go to sleep
As the dreams comes on
As i walk outside seeing my wish sara
Pushing my future wish baby hailie
As my wish hailie was swinging
I walk right up to sara tell her how much i loved her
As my alarm clock starts ringing
I wake up start yawning slap my face cause i thaught i was steal dreaming then
I sayd to my self i hope thats the future that my life in bringing me in
Chorus*3
But now were gone,we carried on
Fuck the foregone,that was the worst bygone
Since i was born
I‘ve tried to carry on on my own
I‘ve tried to forget your name and face
But i can‘t stop living in the past so i copy'd and paist
All the foregone that we work'd on
And i press'd delete and saw all the memorise fly'd on
Stephane Lacroix 16years old
Wednesday april 5th 2006 11:42pm