Nightwood is a 1936 novel by Djuna Barnes first published in London by Faber and Faber.
Nightwood is one of the earliest prominent novels to portray explicit homosexuality between women, and can be considered lesbian literature.
It is also notable for its intense, gothic prose style. The novel employs modernist techniques such as its unusual form or narrative and can be considered metafiction, and it was praised by other modernist authors including T. S. Eliot, who wrote an introduction included in the 1937 edition published by Harcourt, Brace.
Eliot wrote in his introduction that "... it is so good a novel that only sensibilities trained on poetry can wholly appreciate it." As a roman à clef, the novel features a thinly veiled portrait of Barnes in the character of Nora Flood, whereas Nora’s lover Robin Vote is a composite of Thelma Wood and the Baroness Elsa von Freytag-Loringhoven.
Author Charles Henri Ford typed an early version of the manuscript for Barnes during the summer of 1932, and it took Barnes several years to find a publisher.
Got a call
From a friend.
Tried to smile
As I lay in my bed.
All I heard
Where the voices in my head.
Why do you
Have to be
So much more
Then I could hope for me.
Honestly, all I feel is jealously.
And I know that it's wrong
My dreams were at a long
So there's no need to fight this battle every night
Cause I will get there
I have what it takes to survive.
It's over! Glad it's over!
All the doubts and questions in my head.
I'm better off without instead
Now or never, so I just gotta try
To the man I was today I say goodbye.
Tomorrow I will fly, fly, fly.
Watch me fly, fly, fly.
When they talk
When they stare.
It feels just,
Like I'm not even there.
And I say, that I don't really care.
But the truth is that it
Gets to me and it shakes my belief
In myself am what I aim to be
And I know that it's wrong
My dreams were at a long
So there's no need to fight this battle every night
Cause I will get there
I have what it takes to survive.
It's over! Glad it's over!
All the doubts and questions in my head.
I'm better off without instead
Now or never, so I just gotta try
To the man I was today I say goodbye.
And now the finish line
Seems a distant side.
But imma put my eye
On the final prize.
However it longs to takes
I will bend or break, cause this could be, the moment of my life.
It's over! Glad it's over!
All the doubts and questions in my head.
I'm better off without instead
Now or never, so I just gotta try
To the man I was today I say goodbye.
Tomorrow I will fly, fly, fly.
Watch me fly, fly, fly.
Watch me fly, fly, fly.