Subconscious - Letting Go

Because of you I’ve fallen apart,
change has always stayed the same.
Nothing as sad as forever
because forever never goes away.
Would you look at me now
the way that you pushed me around
and how you made all this pain stay? It never goes away.
Now I’m so unsure of myself.
How can I sustain this inside?
Now I feel this all over again
because now I know that you lied.
I threw away my broken trust
after all the lies you swore were true
When what’s clear starts to collect dust
you feel so unsure of what to do.
Would you look at me now
the way that you pushed me around
and how you made all this pain stay? It never goes away.
Now I’m so unsure of myself.
How can I sustain this inside?
Now I feel this all over again
because now I know that you lied.
I can’t keep blaming my problems on you,
the problems that I have trouble getting through.
I blame you for everything that I see,
all these lies that are still staring back at me.
But now I know that I will never move on,
even though now I know that you are gone
gone for good but these memories won’t fade as long as I can still vision your face.
Would you look at me now
the way that you pushed me around
and how you made all this pain stay? It never goes away.
Now I’m so unsure of myself.
How can I sustain this inside?
Now I feel this all over again