River On Fire c4t2s4
River On Fire c4t2s4
River On Fire c4t2s4
By
Rukhsana Ahmad
River on Fire
Copyright © Rukhsana Ahmad 2001
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First performed by Kali Theatre on 31 October 2001 at Lyric Hammersmith
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Sc 1
A HOSPITAL INTERIOR
I'm Bobby -
BOBBY: It's not surprising! She's very close to her. You won't have to put me
ZARA: You can't do that. I'm just a bit worried about Amma seeing you too
BOBBY: I never thought of that! It's not a good idea to surprise her.
PAUSE
PAUSE
ZARA: Maybe.
BOBBY: I can stay with her - give you a break - once you've told her.
PAUSE
BOBBY: I - thought you might be exhausted. I hope Kiran's been doing her bit?
ZARA: Of course she has. I insisted she should go in this morning - Waheed
ZARA: No, no - they work her quite hard. She'll come in the afternoon. And
ZARA: She was in really good form last night - joking about the hospital food
BOBBY: Didn't they call you when she took a turn for the worse? A fancy
ZARA: Even they have some spill over from the riots - Bombay's been hit
BOBBY: Took three hours to get through the roadblocks and police checkpoints
- and a lot of rupees in taxi fare! I had an idea - when the Beeb starts
I wish they hadn't come this winter. I said to her - to both of them - it's
not a good time - but once Kiran gets something into her head there's
not a lot anyone can do. And she's damn good at spinning Amma
ASHOK: We'll have to do without the grapes Zara - not a single fruit shop's
open. Not even a chabha. I'm sorry - but it was getting silly going
round in circles …
ZARA: That's fine, don't worry about it - Ashok - this is Bobby! He got here
this morning.
ASHOK: Bobby? Wow! What a nice surprise! Such a pity about the occasion -
though.
ASHOK: True! You found your way to the hospital then? If I'd known you were
ASHOK: What's the point of working hard all your life if you can't even do little
ZARA: She can't leave - so soon! She promised me six months!
BOBBY: Did she now? If I know her - she'll stick to her word.
ZARA: I hope so. Anyway - the film will take that long - and she means to
keep an eye on things. I don't think your friend Waheed is such a hit
ASHOK: Hum? No? This reminds me - there's some talk of a curfew tonight. I
of course?
ASHOK: Nothing wrong with asking, my friend. Seek, and ye shall find. This is
India! You just have to try - that bit harder. I better go and see to it
now.
ASHOK EXITS.
That's what I remember most about our life at Dadi Ma's - prayer mats
and hardships!
BOBBY: I was nearly seven when we left here - it's Kiran who was tiny. I've no
memories of the city. It's all very new and strange … but I still
remember two of my best friends from the street. They were allowed
to fill water from the outside tap - or to use our phone if they needed
to. One of Papa's relatives came regularly to bathe - they didn't have a
house?
ZARA: Your father's family home? No! I don't even know where it is.
pavements and railway tracks near us! Growing up there would have
ZARA IS UNCOMFORTABLE
BOBBY NODS
BOBBY: Weeks of Hindu-Muslim riots all over India and she never said a word
ZARA: It's a touchy subject here, at the best of times. She knows.
PAUSE
We hate the violence too, Bobby - but I do believe - in my prayers.
BOBBY: And I always thought they were meant to dazzle non-believers - bring
ZARA: No! They usually die denying them. Faith is a gift Bobby! And not
ZARA: What you see isn't more real than what you don't see.
BOBBY: Hey! That's way too deep for me! I'm a scientist - I like to stick with the
I should go and fetch Kiran. She doesn't know Amma's worse, does
she?
ZARA: Will you be okay in this strange c ity? There are protest marches after
BOBBY: I can take care of myself. I could always line up for namaaz and join
BOBBY: I know the routine. Papa never bothered with prayers on Fridays - but
we'd go - if he woke up in time for Eid prayers.
BOBBY: I'll just come back. I hate hanging about in hospitals. Anything else
EXIT BOBBY.
LIGHTS DIM
ASHOK RETURNS, PUTS HIS ARM ROUND HER TRIES TO COMFORT HER
LIGHTS DIM
LIGHTS UP SLOWLY
THEN A CRACK OF THUNDER AND LIGHTNING.
SEEMA SIDDIQUI THROWS OFF THE SHROUD AND RISES FROM THE
SEEMA S: So! It gets closer to the moment of truth! I might even be able to tell
you soon who waits across the river: God, or Raam, or Allah, or, just
I must say heaven sounds very nice right now. Bombay's been such a
Ayodhya. All the Muslims came out in protest - even the ones who
SEEMA S: Sometimes I wish I'd been born into a nice, middle class English
They hardly ever fight over religion - not these days. And no one
That really bothers me! Why should your birth determine your faith?
elders describe it - and choose me yourself or turn away from me, if
you will. But don't pray to me simply because your forefathers did that
before you!'
At least, that's been the logic of my life. I was born a Hindu and raised
as one. I even married a Hindu and stayed married to him - well, until
and our marriage fell apart. My mother went to every temple, every
tying knots in threads and cutting deals with saints! It got worse. I fell
Buddhist. And I stayed a Buddhist for several years till I came back -
Ooh! That's just a wee bit scary right now! But I've left it too late to
****
Scene 2
KIRAN: Waheed?
Mitthoo!
Where is he? Where's every one! Mitthoo! Get that old hag to come
Kathak movements, but bold and sexy. I want the Bollywood version -
KIRAN: Exactly - you need the court version - they had to do a salaami - didn't
WAHEED: Listen, darling, I'm not blaming you. You're doing your best I know.
What can I say? You've been trained 'differently'! But Divya should
know better.
KIRAN: Kathak is Kathak - and I've had the best teachers in London!
WAHEED: Our audiences like it bold and up-front. They want tits and legs. Has
WAHEED: Let's not patronise them, Kiran. This is a different art form.
KIRAN: Is it now?
KIRAN: I'm sorry I ever thought I could work on something like this!
WAHEED: You have to think big. We're shooting on location in Fatehpur Sikri - in
this massive courtyard. It'll look stunning on film. Have faith in me,
Kiran, my kitten! I've been in this business for fifteen years you know -
KIRAN: But things are going wrong for me, Waheed! It's all going horribly
BREAKS DOWN
KIRAN: I got cut off and I just couldn't get through again. The lines are down.
WAHEED: What a shame! Look - I'm sure she's fine. Call your sister at home - I
KIRAN HESITATES.
WAHEED: But they'll have some news … go on! I'll go and check on Raj Dada …
KIRAN MOVES A LITTLE AWAY TO PHONE
WAHEED: Aah - here he comes. The star we've been waiting for! Raj Dada, I
knew you'll get here - against the odds. Real commitment! That's
RAJ DADA: Waheed ji! Music to my ears! It's the right approach!
WAHEED: I mean it Raj Dada. This is from the heart. You are one of my all time
greats!
RAJ DADA: Thank you, my boy, thank you. A bit of muska keeps the old wheels
RAJ DADA: So we're not rehearsing that - after all? And I thought I had an easy
WAHEED: Sorry, Raj Dada. Right now, the dance scene is a write-off!
Three of them can't get in - police blocks. Mitthoo! Bring the schedule
my dear. You're young - but you're star mateial, I can tell! Plenty of
RAJ DADA: Get Mitthoo to ring Jojo a.s.a.p.. It's getting hectic now ... round the
bloody cuckoo clock … just tell him I want your dates booked.
MITTHOO: Raj Dada! Wait, please! You're in the next scene too.
WAHEED:
Mitthoo! What's all this, saalay e-diot?
MITTHOO: Sorry Boss, very sorry, there's a - a problem Boss! The elephant
man's not coming till 3.00, Boss. He feeds Jumbo at 2.00. Then he
WAHEED: On a production budget like ours can't we afford to buy elephant food?
MITTHOO: But Boss ... I got this from wardrobes. I'll play the Jumbo -
RAJ DADA: Akbar is at your service, and the elephant. Can you share the rest -
RAJ DADA: Takes me back to 1965 when I was shooting 'Maa ka piyaar' ! with
Shashi ji - right thro' black outs and curfews! He kept saying just the
WAHEED: Thank you! Come and read, Kiran? I'll take Birbal.
WAHEED: It's the courtroom scene, we're down in the courtyard. Feel your way
into the lines, kitten. Just pretend you're playing blind man’s buff!
PAUSE
experiment about the nature of belief. Each one of you has to touch
AKBAR: Now for the truth. Maulana? Tell us what your fingers,'saw'?
MULL/KIR: It was too high for a buffalo? Can't be a horse: I did not hear it snort. I
PUNDIT/KIR: Animal hide, Your Majesty! It felt tough, the gods play tricks on us all
AKBAR: How very interesting! Now, what says the wisdom of the West, Father
Aquaviva?
FR. AQUA/KIR: A saddle - but I too am intrigued, Sire. Did we not touch the same
AKBAR: Father Aquaviva, and learned men of Hindustan, you all touched the
the beast. The point we wished to make is this: men of all faiths
worship the same God - but they can only see him in the aspect they
WAHEED: Not quite right - is it ? - without all the actors - but we get an idea!
Thank you. Raj Dada, you were excellent but I think we'll run it through
again for the others, when the real Jumbo is here, at 3.00, inshallah.!
KIRAN: Maybe we should rehearse the courtroom scene now, Waheed? It's
WAHEED: We could take it from your line, Kiran: 'For believers etc.' starting on p
92. Here, take mine, please! That is … if…you don't mind, Raj
Dada?
RAJ DADA: I don't mind. I'm from the old school! 'The show must go on!'
WAHEED: It's the one where Shola comes to ask you for her brother's remains.
Your throne's all the way up there with the gods. On the balcony of
the Hall of Public Audience - you look down from that height. Shola's
K. /SHOLA: For believers rituals are not meaningless - they are symbols of faith.
RAJ DADA: We share your sorrow Raj Kumari Shola, but not your beliefs. All gods
come from the One. Rituals that divide people are abhorrent to us.
RAJ DADA: We have dealt most leniently with your mother's kith and kin - even
into a rebel. We now grant our son, Deepak, a full pardon. We shall
WAHEED: Hold it Kiran! We go for the rasa full on in India - we allow ourselves to
feel the emotion, to wear it, show it - in every muscle, every pore. You
K. /SHOLA: Grave? A grave for a prince with Rajput blood coursing through his
veins?
RAJ DADA: He's cold as stone, Shola. Neither blood, nor life courses through
those veins any more. He shall be buried after the Friday prayers.
RAJ DADA: Calm yourself, Princess! Your station does not permit this display!
WAHEED/BADA: Shahinshah, the Prince was not a Hindu but a Muslim by birth. It's the
K. /SHOLA: His body must be prepared for the Hindu ritual, Mahabali!
K./SHOLA: My mother raised him in that faith. In the name of Moghul justice –
AKBAR: You and your mother had leave to practise your faith - allow us to
WAHEED: We'll get the dialogue coach in for that sanskrit prayer! Read the
WAHEED: Now - let's try it again. Shall we try and find the right emotion for it?
WAHEED: It's getting there. Put yourself in that situation - I know you're a Muslim
but think how you'd feel if you weren't allowed the ritual you want, it's
AKBAR: Monuments endure better than men. Future generations will know
Akbar's sons loved him as he loved them. You may retire, Rajkumari.
K. /SHOLA: Mahabali!
WAHEED: Akbar rises to go. Shola turns to face him with a challenge.
helpless tears.
WAHEED: Bravo! Thank you. That was excellent Raj Dada, excellent! You carry
Kiran, you're getting on fine! You've got it. I liked that. I liked that -
quite a lot.
RAJ DADA: Keep it up, Kiran! That was not bad at all! See you soon.
EXIT
KIRAN: Thanks!
WAHEED: Get out of that thing, Mitthoo, I need you here p.d.q.!
WAHEED: You can take your lunch only if you've sorted Divya out -
WAHEED: Why can't any of these idiots deliver what's expected ... saalay bhain
MITTHOO: Sorry about the elephant, Boss. But he'll be here 3 o'clock -
MITTHOO: - pucca time, you'll see and Divya ji will sort the dance out in a day,
she said. We'll can it first thing Friday. I'll ring Jojo to book Raj Dada.
EXITS
KIRAN: Waheed?
WAHEED: Hum?
WAHEED: Look! It's a hit number - this is a mega-budget costume drama for
KIRAN: I hear that a lot - but this - is all so make-shift! And - you know,
WAHEED: Some of the cash hasn't come through - but I know it will. Is it a
problem?
KIRAN: Amma asked me to find out - who they are - these investors?
WAHEED: Hush! Commercial confidence! Don't you worry your pretty little head
about that - and tell your Ma she has to concentrate on getting better!
KIRAN: Yes - to the home number. Mohan didn't know how Amma was - but
WAHEED: What - your brother - from London? She isn't that ill, is she?
KIRAN: I asked him to come - I just needed him around, Waheed.
WAHEED: He's coming all that way only 'cause you 'needed' him?
KIRAN: It's not just a whim - I thought he'd help us get a little flat -
WAHEED: Clever girl - perfect time to invest! Prices are right down -
KIRAN: Not for investment - just so Amma and I can live there while I work on
this! Zara's a sweetheart - but living in her house is so hard! Too
many people in and out all the time. Some of Ashok's family and
WAHEED: If you're in politics you've got to talk to them - we've all got to hear
them out.
KIRAN: Them?
KIRAN: It'll be a help to have Bobby here. He's so very rational - he can
secret location?
KIRAN: Definitely.
WAHEED: Never mind sweet heart, you got the looks - didn't you?
QUITE OFFENDED
SEEMA S: Take a wild guess at how this makes me feel!
I can give you an idea. A bit like Red Riding Hood's mother - if she'd
followed her precious little darling into the middle of the woods and
caught her happily chatting with the big bad wolf. What shall I say -
KIRAN: Another thing Waheed! You know Amma's had a heart attack. It'll kill
WAHEED: Give me a break, yaar! You're such a queen of melodrama, hum, and
WAHEED: It's only embellishment. We'll put it in a song - if you're worried about
saying it!
KIRAN: I can learn it. That's not what I'm saying - at all!
KIRAN: Akbar was a tolerant king, Waheed, the twist about religion turns the
WAHEED: Face it Kiran, we're entertainers not historians - and that's all we can
hope to be.
WAHEED: Bloody hell! And isn't this country just the ticket ? }
story from Sufi literature and turns it into a pointless tamasha! Sheer
bathos!
Endings are crucial. Wouldn't you agree? Change the ending and the
meaning changes. He can't see that because has no real respect for
Money's the only thing he cares about - he’ll misrepresent and destroy
content! And how do you fight an invisible force in the material world
I'll stick to telling stories. That is an act of faith: anyway. You hope
people see that the easiest way to make sense of the world is through
**************
Scene 3
ZARA: I need to be here - amongst her things. Makes me feel she's still
around.
Zara ?
ZARA: You know she preferred to give all her old clothes to a charity. Feels a
ZARA: I couldn't bear to see them worn round the house. Maybe if they
ASHOK: They might as well not have them. Where else do the poor sods ever
go, haan?
ZARA: You're right. But I really ought to do what she would have wanted ...
Doesn't seem fair! They were so lucky, those two, to have had her all
Don't you see? I've lost her for real this time.
ASHOK: You've had a lot on your plate Zara - and I know it's hard. But we've
got to sort out our next move. There are things to be done.
ASHOK: We've got to issue a press statement, arrange a time for the funeral
then transport to take the body from the hospital for the cremation. All
ASHOK: Hum?
ASHOK: Twenty four hours at the most they said - I better go.
ASHOK: There's no choice! We've got to face it. I'll call Mama and Poonam -
they'll come and stay with you so you're not alone. Come out of this
room now. It's upsetting you. Come and help me do the press
statement -
ZARA: Ashok?
ASHOK: Hum?
ZARA: A - a cremation ?
ASHOK: She wouldn't have cared. Not really. It's what you want that matters,
isn't it?
SILENT
ASHOK: That's what I would like for her too - we believe in that. PAUSE
She was born a Hindu - that was her original faith. That's who she
ZARA: She didn't believe in God - she always said that loud and clear.
ASHOK: Her brothers and sisters would want to do the right thing by her.
Wouldn't they!
ZARA: There's also Kiran and Bobby - and their father's family.
extremists! You're the eldest daughter - you should choose what you
want.
ASHOK: Exactly! And as your husband I have some position in this family.
ASHOK: You could just tell them we've chosen to cremate. Is there any point in
time!
ASHOK: I don't have a problem with that. It has to be done quickly and we
Zara. You know how she hassled and manipulated Amma over that
script - just to play the lead. I don't think she has - the - the wisdom to
ZARA: And her daughter- it would make sense to ask her and Bobby.
ASHOK: And if they choose something that's totally against the grain for both of
ASHOK: She's a loose canon. It would be silly to play into her hands. Anyway -
ZARA: I'd hate to think of Amma - buried under tons of earth - her soul
ASHOK: Do you know what Bobby wants? He's the one who matters -
ASHOK: His will must prevail. In any case - does she even know what she
believes in?
ZARA: If she doesn't she'll have to work it out now -
ASHOK: I'm sure that's right. Now - take a look at this draft…
11.00 am…' (READS TO HERSELF) …What about her links with the
ASHOK: That was so long ago - what if I mentioned all her work for UNESCO
ZARA: Okay – if you think that sounds better. We shouldn't mis-represent her
that's all!
ASHOK EXITS.
PAUSES. All your life it's the one thing you dread the most - death - total
years - haven't we? And fought, and killed, and died for our beliefs.
Amazes me how people will do that! Die - to prove they were right
they know exactly what to do: how to live, how to die, how to - get rid
of the human debris. What they end up doing with my remains is any
one's guess!
I feel a bit cross with myself when I think of the D.I.Y. 'Last Will and
had my say!
You might think I've had my chance with my writing. 'Words, words,
world without suspicion and mistrust - where the only sin is bigotry and
I failed - even with my own children. I'd so wanted to free them from
religion! But when Zara's father swore he wouldn't let my godless
shadow cross her path I knew exactly what would happen to her. His
mother would bring her up. She did - and she made sure my daughter
Tried so hard with the other two. Did it work? Huh! Raise a family
things for two of your own. Breast-feed both, sit them on the same
knee, rub their backs exactly the same to wind them, sing the same
lullabies, teach them the same words, the same rules - and what do
you end up with? Chalk and cheese! They're so different from each
other.
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Sc. 4
PAUSE
How's every thing? So how did you find Amma? I know you've been
BOBBY: Wet!
So? Tell me what you think of Zara. She was at the hospital, wasn't
BOBBY: Hey - easy! Give me a chance. I've only just got here. Of course I
BOBBY: Kiran -
PAUSE
KIRAN: I'm really pissed off … he's messing about with the script now! Amma
will be so cross.
KIRAN: This is urgent. Just a couple of things. Anyway - I'll have to be back
at two!
KIRAN: We can if we rush. Let's get going Bobby - he said two p.m. sharp.
WAHEED: Bobby? Hiya! So - you had to come out all this way, haan! She
certainly knows how to get her own way - our little Kiran.
BOBBY: I don't mind. It is interesting to see - where you've come from. The
WAHEED: You can't go to the hospital and be back for two, Kiran. There are
BOBBY: Mmm. Be great if she could come with me now? Can't you spare her?
' … a senior official of the Rapid Action Force claimed that their
operation was carried out with the minimum of damage. Within a few
hours they were able to evacuate the site. The incident has created
tension in most areas of the country and curfews are now in place in
KIRAN: They always make out it's worse than it is. We'll be fine.
WAHEED: Good. There's just one thing I'd like to run through before you go
away? I'd like to hear the riverside scene? I need to time it.
KIRAN: It's not very long - we'll trot through it in two ticks - and I'll be done for
WAHEED: That's right. Shit! Pratap isn't here! And Raj Dada's probably having
one of his big lunches again. I'll read the bit parts - do you mind
WAHEED: It's fine. Just go with it … trot it out - it's a minor part!
WAHEED: It's a short scene. You're playing Jamal - he's a eunuch, yeah - but
don't let that bother you. We just thought it might give this scene a lift.
It's a heavy number otherwise, you see: 'cause Akbar has ordered a
grave for Deepak but, his step-daughter, Shola, has promised her
mother she will cremate her brother's body - even if she has to steal it.
The camera finds you two standing quite still, trying to listen as well as
peer over the wall. The guard sits there reciting a poem. I'll do his
lines. Is that ok, you're reading Jamal for us, Bobby. Take your line
JAMAL: You must decide Your Highness ... the stakes are high.
SHOLA: Aren't they always, when the reward has any meaning?
the haram. Run as fast as you can. That tower should be your guide.
WAHEED: Easy, isn't it, Bobby? Just - keep it up! Now, at this point, your
character, Jamal, leaps over the wall and lands beside the soldier. I'll
LONG PAUSE
JAMAL: A mouthful for a tired traveller from Isfahan, please, sir? God bless
you.
SOLDIER: Pity you didn't come an hour ago. Even the crows wouldn't touch the
JAMAL: I won't count it a misfortune to have missed it then! But it's hard to
welcome.
JAMAL: No caravanserai would take me! Delhi wallahs do not like Shi'ites
these days. It was a surprise - I'd heard good things of your Emperor.
this. An elixir! I shall let you try a sip. Only a sip! In return, perhaps
WAHEED: And now Shola jumps off the wall too and joins you.
JAMAL: We need to be quick. I'll take his wallet to divert attention. If no one
sees us or hears us they won't discover the theft of the body till
tomorrow
SHOLA: Help me carry him. I must get him to the cremation spot by the river.
We have to burn the body. Then we surrender the bones to the river
and take the ashes back to my mother to bless them before she pours
SHOLA: I wouldn't be here if I wasn't. I'm a full blooded Rajput. He's not quite
WAHEED: You both struggle with the weight, dragging the body. You bring him
here. Shola is chanting prayers as she pours libations. Light the pyre.
Fire crackles on the sound track. The flames rise - and so does the
chanting. Now. Jamal speaks - Bobby?
But now... his smile, his dark eyes, his pranks as a child, each memory
he and I.
SHOLA: It's for my mother and my respect for our faith and our people.
JAMAL: All those stories of ghosts in cemeteries and cremation grounds. Once
or twice I thought I heard ankle bells jingle through the crackling of the
JAMAL: The air feels moist with dew Your Highness, and I can see dawn paint
SHOLA: Not too long now. The ashes have silvered. We’ll cast away the
SHOLA: I challenge fate in more ways than one tonight. Women are not
SHOLA: Yes. All right then, let's not delay. I’ll let him go.
BOBBY: It is quite moving. Her determination to have her say and not be
KIRAN: Except for that last line, that 'Shanti, shanti …'? What's that saying
WAHEED: Venu just - dra-ags it out - she can't help milking it.
WAHEED: I've told you before. Radha Bai's speech - in the temple - the bones
KIRAN: That's about her grief - it's central! It's a great speech.
WAHEED: Part of the problem. It's got to go - holds up the drama.
KIRAN: You can't keep cutting and changing stuff, Waheed - you've signed a
BOBBY: Kiran's right - we can't upset her right now, Waheed ji.
THEY EXIT
PAUSE
It's about the mother's pain and her passion - but the tone of her
pleading has to do with Akbar's power over her and Shola as women,
as subjects.
ENACTS RADHA BAI:
From you came only the breath, the quickening. I gave him his flesh,
his bones, every little drop of blood, every organ, each and every atom
of his being. I insist his body is mine, his remains, his ashes are mine.
WATCHES WAHEED
How can you omit the heart of the story - you fool? For me - it was a
story about power and politics not faith. Shola was my Antigone - not
Joan of Arc. I sort of knew this might happen to the script. A part of
me guessed that.
SEEMA S: Belief is the comfort blanket you hold on to - as you wait for the future
to unfold. You need it in all kinds of crises. When someone you love
can't be found, when your flight runs into engine trouble - or just
turbulence - or when you're lost in a foreign city and you discover your
wallet's missing too! Of course it helps if you believe that prayer might
But most of all - you need it in the face of death. What can be better
Not a lot - except perhaps, another life on this very planet - in better
You've got to give her credit. She does, whatever she does, with a
ROSARY.
ASHOK: So?
ZARA: We've had a calamity today - the odds are against it happening again.
ASHOK: It's getting late. We've got to get it all done, before sunset. She's so
irresponsible!
don't know -
ZARA: How could I tell her on the phone! It's an awful thing to do. You know
ASHOK: I should be out there - doing something. Maybe I sh'd go to check with
ZARA: She said a puja procession was going round the studios in a loop - so
ASHOK: There's road blocks round Malabar Hill - that's why Mama and
Poonam are late. Should I wait till they're here?
ZARA: It's okay - I'm sure they'll come as soon as they can.
PAUSE
Not that I'm looking forward to that kind of support - 'Poor, dear Zara!'
with every breath - 'Poor dear Zara - who can't have babies!' is what I
hear in your mother's voice. That's all I ever see in her eyes.
ZARA: She makes it so obvious - you, the only son of the family, cannot give
ZARA: Why don't you go, Ashok. Just go. I'll be fine on my own.
ZARA: Sit down, Kiran. Come and sit down first, come here.
ZARA: She never came to - didn't even open her eyes this morning!
ASHOK: We brought her home. To... to prepare the body for the ritual
KIRAN: Don't ! Don't … talk about her like that! Not just yet.
KIRAN: I should've been with her. I wish I hadn't left her alone.
KIRAN: Why didn't you tell me she was that ill, Zara? You let me go away
ZARA: I'm so sorry - Kiran I'd no idea! It was cruel - the second attack that
took her.
KIRAN: She would have opened her eyes, for me - I know it.
BOBBY: And I behaved like a pratt! I wish I'd stayed there, with you. I feel like
such a fool -
ASHOK: You didn't know. People drag out their time for years.
BOBBY: It's so awful. Quite … tragic! I hope the hospital didn't slip up?
ASHOK: It's no one's fault really. It's life - isn't it? People die in London and
New York, even in the best hospitals, when their time comes!
LONG PAUSE
ASHOK: I wanted to come to the studios to fetch you myself - but there was so
PAUSE
ZARA: Of course. People will start arriving soon - but there's still a bit of time
BOBBY: Thanks.
ASHOK: I do have the facilities and the machinery to get things done you know
- as a senior member of the local assembly one has the powers. It's
BOBBY FINDING IT DIFFICULT, PUTS HIS ARMS ROUND HER TO HUG HER
BOBBY: Don't take it too hard, Kiran. We've all got to go - eventually. It's how it
KIRAN: Bobby - it's awful to see her like that. Just awful! She doesn't look -
like herself.
BOBBY: Kiran! Hush, now that's a good girl. You've got to be brave!
KIRAN: Were they haan? Did they know what they were doing?
KIRAN: They've made a terrible mistake! It gave me a shock to see her like
that - dressed like a Hindu. She looks strange with that stuff on her
ZARA: Hates it? Kiran … tche … she's gone, she is no more! She's beyond
KIRAN: You should've checked the details with someone. It's a simple white
make-up.
equality - you have the same for everyone, men and women, rich and
poor. It's the one thing she said she admired about our faith.
KIRAN: Why?
ASHOK: It's the right thing to do. It's important to observe death ritual - even if
ZARA: In a way it's too late now, Kiran - it's all been set up.
ASHOK: These things have meaning for both of us, for all of us.
ZARA: I believe in it too, Kiran. It will release her essence from its earthly
prison. She lost her faith - but I don't want her to suffer!
ZARA: Only her remains, Kiran, not her. Don't you see?
KIRAN: You've no right to do this to her! It feels wrong - it is wrong. I won't let
you do it!
ZARA: Please, Kiran. I beg you - try to see it my way. Don't fight me - I am
KIRAN: Not unless you can challenge some of this, Zara. No way!
BOBBY: Drop it Kiran. The last thing we want right now is a scene -
ASHOK: Exactly.
ASHOK: Some people are here already, Kiran, please just let it go.
BOBBY: Kiran it really doesn't matter either way. She won't know - and she
KIRAN: I can't stay and watch her burn - like a hunk of wood! I won't!
KIRAN: My father's family will have me - even though you forgot to call them
ZARA: But you can't go out alone at a time like this - it's too dangerous - don't
you see?
DUTIFULLY
We have to go through with this! We can't afford not to! Do you
EYES.
ZARA: Ashok …?
ASHOK: Zara ! Please - calm yourself! You've got to come in now to receive
HAND AND DRAWS HER UP TO HER FEET AND FIRMLY ESCORTS HER
OFF-STAGE.
BOBBY: Just sit down - until you're calmer - then we'll talk.
It's the toughest thing we've had to face as a family - death - and this -
KIRAN: I won't let them do it. It's desecration! That's what it is!
BOBBY: It cannot hurt her! And how can you stop it without causing a scene?
KIRAN: And believers need their rituals. I hate the thought of her being burnt to
ashes Bobby! She was more our mother t han hers - and now we'll be
left with nothing - not even a grave to visit. I know he is behind this, not
BOBBY: Don't even try to manipulate me Kiran, I'm not Amma - I won't fall for
KIRAN: I swear by Allah, and the Holy Quran, I'll …I'll throw myself on the
pyre.
BOBBY: For Goodness' sake - what's all this nonsense? Swearing on Allah
and the Quran? You're over-reacting, Kiran!
BOBBY: We'll be at a crematorium, not a ghat by the Ganges, Kiran. So you
can give your Shola dialogue a rest - you're not playing a religious
KIRAN: If you don't help me, Bobby, you'll be sorry! Really, sorry! Believe me,
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INTERVAL
ACT II
Sc 1
SEEMA S: One forgets how fragile life really is! That delicate thread which holds
Personally, I'm not sorry I stepped off. Another year and I'd have been
pushing fifty. I never felt any worse for wear - but I was ready to move
on to higher things!
Ashok got his way with my remains. And, just as he'd planned, as the
privilege to place the coal in my mouth and light the pyre. I must admit,
For me the worst of it was not the fire - that never touched me somehow
- but the pain of watching my three live through the traumas of that day.
Zara - so alone! Kiran bristling with rage and, my poor Bobby, out of his
It's been like this all over Bombay... crackling with tension. Neighbours
are edgy with neighbours, friends with age-old friends, families with
HE STANDS BY HER
THEY CONTINUE
ZARA PULLS HIS SLEEVE TO HOLD HIM BACK BUT HE PULLS AWAY
Shut up! Just shut up. Get her to shut up, Bobby, or …I'll smash her
face in…
ZARA: Stop it, Ashok! For God's sake stop it. Both of you
ASHOK THROWS HIM OVER AND BOBBY FALLS TO THE GROUND
OBVIOUSLY UNCONSCIOUS.
I hope you die, you fascist bastard - I hate you - I hate you both!
SEEMA S: I blame myself as a mother - of course I do! How could I be so blind?
To give birth to such a monstrous and ugly feud - over some ritual that
That cry goes straight to my heart! I hear you both - so very clearly - but
I cannot see my way out of this! Who do I comfort first - and how?
You - my first-born - whom I tried to forget for years on end, whose tears
peace with you. Or, you, my precious baby - whose love and laughter
either of you! Don't! Not for me. I'm fine where I am - truly!
Only every touch, every word, every look I send your way to comfort you
hidden from you muffled in the hollows of absence. If only I could touch
you again, hold you in my arms for a moment to comfort you and kiss
PAUSE
But perhaps this is my punishment? This must be the perfect hell for a
Sc 2
ZARA RUSHES IN
Still asleep?
ZARA: I've come to talk to you, Kiran, not him. To him I only owe an apology -
KIRAN: Just leave me alone - I came with an open heart, an open mind. India's
been a helluva shit hole. I don't give a fuck about a society that's unfair
to its minorities.
ZARA: There isn't one that is fair to them. You came at a bad time. I know
KIRAN: Bravo! And now can I say who's been doing the killing here?
ZARA: Kiran!
KIRAN: I never wanted to be drawn into this poison, Zara. But fate sent us to
with burns - people who were brutalised - who have lost entire families. I
ZARA: The Muslims are not blameless. They're insular, suspicious, full of
ZARA: No - I came -
KIRAN: I blame opportunists looking for easy votes in communalism.
KIRAN: He attacked Bobby and me physically - just for praying beside the pyre!
ZARA: Kiran - you were being disruptive. That - was - er - a - situation - which
you - provoked.
KIRAN: Provoked? We put up with the cremation - because you two gave us
ZARA: Leave him out of this. Would I violate my own mother's remains? Think
about it.
KIRAN: He manipulated - you agreed. The truth's embarrassing, but declare it,
for her sake. Her Muslim fans feel betrayed by the cremation. Didn't
ZARA: She doesn't need them, Kiran. She was never a Muslim icon. She
ZARA: Hers.
ZARA: No.
PAUSE .
ZARA: I hear you are going to address the memorial meeting that Aawaaz have
KIRAN: Why?
ZARA: They're right wing extremists, Kiran. They're doing it - only to stir
trouble. They'll lead you on. I won't have it said that there was a Hindu
KIRAN: I'd agree with that - conspiracy does put too heavy a tone on it.
ZARA: We'll talk about this tonight when you get back home …
KIRAN: I'm not coming back. I don't know what Bobby will decide but I'm
KIRAN: Tell him he can't stop me from addressing that meeting -
KIRAN: He's so much smarter than you - he - he works you and you don't even
know it.
ZARA: Marriages are built on compromises Kiran! You'll understand - when
know about him round here. His company Fair Homes Plc - that puts the
bread on your table - is notorious for mass evictions from the slums.
de-reserved land and obtained false licences for multiple dwellings for
KIRAN: You're going to get even more fucked up if you carry on living with that
sectarian creep.
SEEMA S APPEARS BESIDE KIRAN BUT SHE DOES NOT SEE HER.
BOBBY: Kiran?
KIRAN: From your fall - it's where you caught it on some concrete -
KIRAN: Zara.
BOBBY: Statement ?
BOBBY: Why?
KIRAN: It's hurting Amma's reputation - You'll see the papers when you're
BOBBY: It's all rubbish! Amma wouldn't care. You know that!
BOBBY: I know.
PAUSE Kiran?
KIRAN: What?
BOBBY: I saw her just now. Strange - she seemed so real! I could've touched
her.
BOBBY: No. I saw her - she was more real than both you and Zara.
KIRAN: You mean you had a dream - about Amma?
That's not fair! Why should she come to you and not me - when you …
BOBBY: Calm down - close your eyes and you'll see her Kiran. She lives - inside
our heads.
KIRAN: I can't. I just can't picture her any more. Two days … and my memory is
BOBBY: She walked past you - right over to my bed and stood here -
BOBBY: It's my dream, Kiran. Listen … then she handed me this little bowl. Like
a saffron colour - a begging bowl - that was full of water - clean, crystal
KIRAN: I hope you didn't drink from it? It's - a bad omen.
KIRAN: God knows what it means. I was never any good at symbols - but Dadi
BOBBY: I'm not sure! I can't remember! Tche! Stay in India and you'll start
believing all this crap. There's a genetic need for worship and it creeps
KIRAN: Don't call it crap, Bobby. Beliefs are sacred for people!
I wish I could just get up and walk out of here - I'd go straight home.
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SEEMA S APPEARS AGAIN AND WATCHES THEM
SEEMA S: It's hard to unlearn what it took you a lifetime to learn. Perhaps he's too
messages. Water is a difficult one, I'll grant you that; still, he nearly got
it, didn't he? I'll try him on something easier next time!
calculate the most inauspicious hour for him to get married - then he
and his bride signed their marriage papers exactly at that moment. It's
the kind of thing I imagine Bobby would do! But now - living in this void
between life as I knew it, and its murky reflection, 'after life', I dread
Call me sentimental - but right now, I almost regret those early days of
believers.
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ACT II
Sc 3
is a total mess - her face is covered with coal dust. She's wearing
heavy chains that clink around her ankles. Once or twice she stumbles
and falls but the guards drag her without mercy. They're big African
slaves, who glare and wave their swords. She forces herself to get up.
WAHEED: That's right - and Kiran turns round to wave at the crowd. Raise both
but also make it cute, yeah, just hold them close to your face. Like so.
You stand here facing the throne. And then Akbar speaks. From the
SHOLA: Never!
SHOLA: Friends, from the depths of my heart I thank you for your loyalty and
mother's heart and hands. You are her only sons and daughters now.
WAHEED: Cries of grief from the crowd. Close -up - we see Akbar sneak out a
handkerchief and bow his head. Music strikes up slowly - our song from
Lata Ji - comes up. Stunning piece - it's out last week and going up the
charts like a rocket - definite number one! Lip-sync, music fades and -
Farewell!
WAHEED: Now this is the tricky moment - the change of heart. Shall we try it out?
- you hide your face with both hands. Steadily he comes closer and
touches you.
WAHEED: Definitely. You're the Pope - the Maha Rishi, Sahi Baba - whatever -
WAHEED: Soon as you feel his touch. Then smiles - tremulous, tearful, half
smiles. Hold on. The next one will be our close-up shot. You look up
and smile. This time - show your teeth. A paternal hug for Shola. Hmm!
WAHEED: Good! We'll run through the last bit once more- then go for a take in the
PAUSE
For me this storyline really captures Akbar. Like you said, he was a
WAHEED: Try to believe in what you're doing, kitten, and go for it.
PAUSE.
KIRAN: No - it won't.
WAHEED: What?
WAHEED: Meaning?
KIRAN: You think you can do what you like - now she's gone. Except it won't
WAHEED: God rest her soul. I care for her Kiran and for your feelings - but with
MITTHOO: It's a Bank draft Boss - a very big one - from Fair Homes Plc!
WAHEED: Get him a coke shoke yaar - don't keep him standing around. Here give
MITTHOO: I gave him a cup of chai already Boss. I've been in this business plenty
KIRAN: Fair Homes Plc! I might have guessed. She did, too!
WAHEED: But no compromises! Full artistic independence guaranteed - that's the
KIRAN: Every thing falls into place. Now I see why Shola must become a leader
WAHEED: Not true. But that hardly matters now you've sacked yourself.
WAHEED: Suit yourself! The lead in a costume drama is easier to replace than
Mitthoo.
ZARA: It can wait till tomorrow. It's about this memorial service that we're
having - for Amma - at our place. On the 12th. You'll come, won't you?
ZARA: I better take it myself then - deliver it to her grandmother's house. I can
go there later.
WAHEED: If I were you - I'd look for a messenger for the job -
WAHEED: Take care now - won't you? She's a bit impulsive - that sister of yours.
ZARA EXITS
SEEMA S: You can sue for copyright but no law in the world covers you for
mis-interpretation or false analogies! I’m dead and he’s alive - and this
is India. It's easy for him to change my script - to suggest meanings I'd
never anticipated.
who defied the power of the empire and was buried alive. Except she
never fought for religion - she fought for her right to fall in love with a
prince! Surely - that was a story about class - not faith! He asked if he
could change her into a princess - I sh’d never have agreed to that.
In my story - the day Shola was buried alive was full of anguish and
execution.
Picture her, as she stands upon a stretch of open ground in the heart of
the city - bound in chains, but defiant. A wall is built around her slowly -
brick by brick. As the noon sun rises overhead she grows delirious,
the workmen they are mad to build a tomb round her whilst she is still
alive! As the walls begin to close up above her head she calls out to her
windowless grave is built. She’s won their hearts with her sacrifice.
They come out onto the streets to protest against her execution, fighting
guns with sticks and stones. Time and again - people have taken on
tyrants with their bare fists. There's a truth in the David and Goliath
story and believe me, it’s a magnificent sight to see it unfold before you!
ACT II
Sc 4
ENTER ASHOK
ASHOK: Dr. Saigol said it might be an idea to take valium for a few nights.
ASHOK: I can't … with you sitting out here like this. Come on, come to bed now.
ZARA: I'll come when I'm ready - I need to think through things.
ZARA: Problems.
ASHOK: Why not? I'm your husband remember? Equal partners and all that! I -
I know I have my faults - who doesn't? But I do care for you very
deeply, Zara.
ASHOK: I hope you're not blaming me over Kiran - I haven't driven her or Bobby
away, Zara - you must be clear about that! It's this nastiness that's hit
ZARA: I was wrong. I didn't think about the cost. But, I wasn't going to
ZARA: Of course I believe. But I can't accept violence in the name of God.
ASHOK: Are you - saying I am to blame for all this in some way?
all this suspicion and hatred was never going to touch our lives -
remember?
ASHOK: It didn't till your sister came to stay here. There was never any issue
I should never have agreed to that. What's this party politics done to
ZARA: We never had to face a crisis like this before. Is it worth it? Any amount
ASHOK: It's Kiran, isn't it? She's filled your head with nonsense.
ZARA: No, Ashok. I never believed her. But it's all there in one of the papers
ZARA: The Fair Homes plc scandal. It's a sordid business, Ashok.
ZARA: I've been so willing to believe we got lucky - you made smart
ASHOK: Now she's gone I suppose you must wave the red banner.
ZARA: Don't mock Amma's principles, Ashok! Nothing matters more than truth
and tolerance.
AHSOK: I'm too old and tired to be lectured at this time of night Zara. I'll see you
ASHOK: Just remember, Begum Sahib, it's hard to give up a lifestyle such as
yours - once you've chosen it - and it gets a lot worse once you've
become accustomed to it!
ZARA: I don't remember choosing the lifestyle - Ashok! And if I did, I'm not
ENTER SEEMA S.
SEEMA S: Funny how you take all the pain the world has to heap on you - till that
final straw that makes you scream, NO MORE! For years Bombay's
exploded into a raging fire. But instead of looking for the culprits, they
turned on one another. They piled people and belongings, homes and
hovels, dreams and hopes onto a pyre of hatred that burned for days -
consuming everything in its path. And, that day, Zara saw the flames
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ACT II
Sc 5
LIGHTS FADE
SEEMA S: Shantinagar - the land of blessed peace - that Gandhi had dreamed of!
But, this year, the inhabitants nearly forgot that dream as they were
dwellings.
EXIT. SILENCE
BOBBY: There's no one here, Kiran! It's giving me goose bumps this place! This
BOBBY: You heard them tell their stories in the hospital. Of course it was a
KIRAN: I hope you're up to this - Bobby! Not feeling dizzy, are you?
BOBBY: The journey wasn't likely to improve my fitness, Kiran. Now, - I'd like us
both to get out of here alive. You've got two minutes to decide -
KIRAN: He said we should wait by the wall and someone will come to escort us
KIRAN: I can see the flames - hear their cries. This is so horrible!
God! How stupid of me! I never thought it through - I've been such an
idiot, haven't I Bobby. To let myself get into this! I wish you'd stopped
me.
BOBBY: All right! Now stop being such a wimp and pull yourself together, Kiran!
And - Bobby?
KIRAN: About Zara - should we go to see her tomorrow - make up with her - I
KIRAN: Look - there's someone trying to crawl across the charred bit.
MALE 2: Sure. We'll let you go - once we've put you on the right side.
ZARA: Zara ... Siddiqui ... I just came to see Bobby, Bobby Siddiqui.
MALE 1: Come with us now. We'll check out your story, hurry up.
HE KNOCKS OVER THE ATTACKER WITH THE PISTOL AND SNATCHES IT.
ZARA: I came to see you, Kiran, Bobby. I have something to tell you both. It's
KIRAN: Zara!
LONG PAUSE
BOTH KIRAN AND BOBBY OPEN THEIR EYES, SEE THEM LEAVE THEN
HAND TO KIRAN, HELPS HER TO HER FEET AND ESCORTS HER OFF-
SEEMA S: All my years were spent in search of a meaning for life. I fought and
struggled to change things for the better for all that time but I never had
block!
go the only life you know? It seems tragic - and unfair that one of my
The only comfort is that she did not make her sacrifice for some
Again and again I tell myself: surely - that is a cause worth dying for…?
F/X MUSIC
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