"Sinking" lyrics

I've been really soul searching
Tryna make sense of what's important
I bury all animosity
With all the fucked up habits I'm forming

Ask the doctor what's wrong with me
Is it normal to feel like I'm mournin'
I come by it all honestly
It must be part of my odyssey, I don't know oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Pull me out of this nightmare
See these eyes but I'm not there

Sinking, tryna shake off this feeling
My shadow self haunts me
I'm hell bound and there's no tether
Our hearts never beat together
Bleedin', wrestlin' with my demons
I swear my brains broken
Cause words only got four letters
Yeah I need to love me better

In a web of, choices that I spun
Ego-driven, in the war they won
I'm defeated and exhausted
And I'm bitter with a taste that still haunts my tongue

In chaos lies a lesson
And god knows I'm being tested
Tell him I got the message
And misplaced the blame cause

I don't know oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Pull me out of this nightmare
See these eyes but I'm not there

Sinking, tryna shake off this feeling
My shadow self haunts me
I'm hell bound and there's no tether
Our hearts never beat together
Bleedin', wrestlin' with my demons
I swear my brains broken
Cause words only got four letters
Yeah I need to love me better

Cause words only got four letters
Yeah I need to love me better

Cause words only got four letters
Yeah I need to love me better