Life oh Life!
Wednesday, July 23, 2014 | 1:07 AM | 0 hearts?
Gawh, my mind is going to explode soon. God, I hate this feeling! Can you just detach it from me?
Cite a quote saying that 'Growing old is mandatory but growing up is optional.' Apparently, I didn't opt to grow up. I hate growing up! I hate grow up as an adult! Or maybe I just hate myself for being indecisive, easily convinced and a coward? I don't know.
People growing wiser but I went opposite. wtf.
I wanna be free, decide whatever I want to be. But I know the reality ain't that simple. Sigh
Applied quite a number of jobs recently but only one contact me so far. At a point, I felt so frustrated about this. Sometimes, it can even brings me down. I'm so sad. Shehhh
Negative thoughts hit me the most, especially think of what if I attended most of the interviews but end up none of them wants me. *cry*
Who the heck says that accounting job is easily to get! I'm gonna murder the person who spread the rumor!
Got an offer from my sister to work in bro-in-law's firm. I'm not happy once she told me about this. I feel tensed. One more option, one more problem. I dislike to work for somebody who has relation with me, I don't want to complicate my life. And I wish to be independent, explore the world myself instead of the family assist me. I appreciated their help but it would be better if I do it myself. I know they can't stand any longer that I'm jobless for more than half year. So do I. loll
Rejected to attend the interview but my mom wants me to give it a try and I did.
I wish I was that lucky to get what I want.
God, please give me some lucks. Pretty please.
End of ranting. Nighty night!
Calmness.
Tuesday, July 15, 2014 | 11:10 PM | 0 hearts?
Too much grumble caused the burden at heart.
Specially thanks to my bestie who willing to spare some time for me from her busy schedule today and solved my doubts which I had been struggled for days. I'm feeling much more lighter now! Though I'm still unhappy with my mom lol
Gracias!
Pills and Potions.
Monday, July 14, 2014 | 11:23 PM | 0 hearts?
Complicated feelings indescribable by words, music will do.
So in love with this song recently. A song that speak up my feeling inside. A song that fits the lonely night.
Hope you enjoy!
XOXO
Mess.
Monday, July 7, 2014 | 1:56 AM | 0 hearts?
I was actually planning to sleep earlier today before the clock strikes 12am since I've been staying up late for World Cup recently. However, I just find it so difficult.
It's not I'm not sleepy, it's all about the things running in my head. *annoyingshitsneverstopped*
Want to put my feelings, my emotions into words but my mind goes like sbwssdedqwprfzxcdffgyylweaxajshdnbfsea -.-
I feel like crying at this moment but phew I'm glad I hold it back!
Today marks the fifteenth day since my graduation and the sixth month after completed my Degree's last paper.
Yet, I'm still jobless. *cry out loud*
I'm that useless huh. I know. Sighs.
Indecisive is my major weakness.
I seek advice from my friends most of the time but it started confuse me. I'm like a kid who lost his direction and all I want to do is escape from the reality. How coward I can be.
People are moving on, except me.
Renee, you're so dumbie!
I'm not giving up, I just need a clear mind and decide what I really want.
There is also a person I kinda miss. I missed those days where you were here, listen to my stupid problems patiently and give me solutions. I know I couldn't go back in time , but still missing la. loll
-Memories will always stay as memories.-
You will cross the bridge when you get to it. That's the only way to comfort myself.
Peace.
CNY HORSE YEAR 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014 | 11:09 PM | 0 hearts?
CHINESE HORSE YEAR 2014
With Le Soulmate!
Same sh*t happened during this CNY but I'm glad I've friends!
Always believe after the rain there's a rainbow, after a storm there's calm, after the night there's a morning, and after a ending there's a new beginning. Shed tears off from your face and start with a new life, that's all we can do when sadness hits us.
I hope the one who is crying and hurting himself/ herself can love themselves more.
Don't waste your precious life because of others have hurt you.
Remember live your life for yourself but not others :)
Sunday, January 6, 2013 | 1:12 AM | 0 hearts?
U.N.M.C
x Loneliness x
Can't accept today is already Saturday and class starts on next week. oh NOOOOOO! :(
Well, I shall stop repeating this in every post, it makes me so dumb. Come on, just classes, face the challenges!
Wonder how you guys spend your new year eve and the first day of new year? Party till your pants dropped? or enjoy the fireworks with your dear one?
This year, I decided to do something special, which is going to my bestie's university and countdown with her instead of accompany my beloved parents. (sounds like I abandoned my parents :/)
So, I has been spending my NYE in University Nottingham of Malaysia Campus for two days one night.
So, I has been spending my NYE in University Nottingham of Malaysia Campus for two days one night.
This is more like exploring another University, though I've been visited here few years ago during my high school time. I pretty like the environment of there, so big, quiet and the fresh air. Students can loitering in the Uni during the break, if compared to the current Uni that I'm studying, you don't need more than 15 mins to reach the cafeteria or library and it is only a building some more, where else can you go besides library and those discussion room. -.- Forgot to mention, there's a small garden with lake which belonged to Mines outside the building but many smokers there. Isshh.
Well, back to the topic, I was not that lucky, got no chance to meet handsome guys since they are having study break and preparing for the exams. Such a waste huh! Never mind, I'll back in some days and hunt them! hehehe
Reached the Uni around 7pm and we took shuttle bus to Kajang for Pizza Hut dinner!
The pretty soul mate -KIMBERLY CHUAH!
and Starbucks after dinner!
Caught the bus and back to library for our 'revision', but ended up with camwhore and movie. *failed*
Around 11:45pm, Kim and I went to the fountain area of her Uni and wait for the clock to hit 12am. No fireworks, only bunch of foreigner students sitting there, singing songs in their language. As usual, two little monkies started to do some silly things and camera time is a mandatory section. LOL
After that, we just back to library to pack our stuffs and ready to go homeeeeee, hmmm, should be dormmmm.
Here some silly candid shots we did:
Day 2:
While waiting for the bus.
Nothing special in day 2, all we did just study in the lecture/ tutorial room. I kinda miss the pan mee we had in the cafeteria. :O *drools*
Thanks to the kindest and sweetest parents picked me up after that and we went to Broga for dinner. :)
Although there's nothing to do in an Uni, but for me it's still FUN because I spent my day with ze wild bestie!
I'm definitely will back to there again. :D See you next time, UNMC!
Tuesday, December 25, 2012 | 10:04 AM | 0 hearts?
MERRY X'MASCan't believe it's Christmas already! Which means the 2012 is going to end soon and we're going to welcome 2013! :O Thinking of January 2013 make me headache, still left one assignment and one test that due on the second week after that FINALS!
Back to topic, I've seen so many people posted Christmas pics on different social networks. So, I decided to take a look of the decorations of KL area yesterday, included Times Square, Fahrenheit and Pavilion. The partner that featured in this post is Shuyi MooMoo! I personally like Times Suqare's Christmas decoration, the theme is more focus on fairy tale.
Outfit of the day.
Lazy to put all the pics to here, so collage is the best solution!
(The right bottom is taken in Times Square)
Shuyi MooMoo wishes you Merry Christmas! ;)
Say 'CHEESE' (@ Fahrenheit)
Epic fail! Can't even have a proper pic with reindeer >.<
(Decoration of Pavilion's outdoor)
Do we look alike? LOL
Doraemon collections @ Fahrenheit
1) Spotted a white-skin couple kissing in front of us while we are taking escalator. *melts*
2) A black-man donates money to an old-man begger while we are on the way to the monorail station.
End the post with a song that I played recently: