NEW YEAR

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My previous post was pretty abrupt.Today I was watching the video of my late grandmother's funeral.I miss her.Alot.It's been one year since she left.

last night I spoke with my daughter.It was one of those father daughter talks which don't take place so often.The ones where both of us are honest.The one where we make promises to each other.well,i asked her if she remembered a promise she made sometime ago.She answered me by saying "honor your parents"....and you know what?...she kept that promise..i am proud of her la..eventhough she is a non christian she has characteristics some christians lack.
Goodness,we christians boast so much about living a christian life.But yet,We are inadequate.It's a perfect example of irony,when we cannot live up to our own standards.I guess it is really hard.Doulos posted something about Jesus' words...."FOLLOW ME" was what he said...yet...liek doulos makes obvious ,it is the hardest thing for us to do...hmmm....paradoxinesity..But obviously...if we were perfect,there wouldn't be room for God,Jesus and teh Holy spirit in our lives right?

I watched king kong today.It was the movie which gave me the experience i will remember for my life...I STRONGLY RECOMMEND it to anybody...Worth watching..

I miss her la...just too much...i wish i could turn back time and not meet her..it would solve everything...haihs..

well...i've been listening to too much of air supply...babi la..Graham russel(one of the members) makes me cry la..I hate emo songs..because i love them so much la..they actually connect with me.

I love sad songs...drown myself in self pity accompanied by air supply....haihs..

The natural confectionery

okay...never update all this while because of stuuuuuupid dial up...but gwen ask me to be grateful..haha..so yeah..thank God got dial up at least....so how are you people la?.. stupid eh?...asking a question in a blog.. Hahah...I almost despise christmas...It takes all the important people away from me..everyone seems to be so caught up in it..I wonder if an yone even celebrates it for the real reason...deng.. I miss all of you la... Hehe...Boon said something about making dreams come true...WAHahahahah I love you la deng..(I am talking to my daughter) heahah...ziling la..not you la peay... By the way...peay pei's phone fell into a big pool of SHIT.... heheh..literally la...and shen...you think that where esther's bottle has gone is bad...I dare you to borrow peay's phone and use..Nyahhahaahhaahhaha...I am sure peay would have said "OH SHIT!" when the phone fell into the toilet bowl...

ermm...Hey Gwen...danush here...Ahahha...lame ar?....but i am sorry la...for doing what i did...deng la....how is life la?..make good use of white chocolate la...i'd give almost anything to have her here la..(white chocolate...not gwen)..

ESTHER!!!...you owe me a picture of elysse!!!!..

byes byes byes

i wake up to the sound of music

hey you

YEAH,YOU....Remember your post about trying your best to make a friendship happen?The one where you girl friend seems to have time to do everything with everyone in the world but you?The one where you say it HURTS because she seems to not be there for you like you are being there for her?....yeah that one...and remember the time when she broke your pinky promise?...about staying at home to wait for your call?...yeah...that time...You said you'd talk with me on anyday but the weekends and wednesday...guess what la?...you haven't...And yeah.It's hurts you know.. I am freaking tired of always being the one who tries to freaking maintain anything...forget it la...

I broke my cardiacal organ into 9 peices...one for each of us.(family)
mine i gave to my daughter because she is special..

You know my uncle McCartney once wrote something...yeha..you guessed it la wei..

LET IT BE

It was his greates piece of work..It was used as an epitaph for his band..The Beatles..
I am learning to play the keyboard now..heheh..i want to be as great as my uncle McCartney...deng..

SCREW EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WHOM I DESPISE..I MEAN IT..

NAMe...

This is the best breakfast in the world...

melbourne Shufflers go die la.. Welcome to the world of the SYDNEY LAMERS.... We're living up to the name..=) spunky hasn't interacted with me in days... By the way...the only thing that can beat that breakfast above is the one below!!!

HAhaha..

Yi ka ngo heong ngo ke pan yaou ke ho kei..

Tough Guy

Hahaha...=) yesterday someone compliment me... Nyahahahahaha... TOUGH GUY WHahaha... She call me tough guy...and right after that she potong my stim by saying that she purposely said because she knew i will kembang...hahah... still..she said it.NYAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA By the way...all Christmas Presents should be mailed to Danush Ram 58,Prestige Avennue, Bella Vista,2153 Sydney ,N.S.W. Australia. Hehehe..She buying me a present..Nyahahahahahhahaha.... by the way emerson..the japanese word right..I gave it to you in three syllabeles.. It should be in two la...sorry ar...=) Nyahahahahahahahahahahahha...sorry la...too hyper la... (syoking menoking diri sendiri) Hehhehehehhe... CIKGU KOAY!!!!...stop bullying my daughter..later i call Syazni...Hehehe.=)

evermore

I feel like crap la...dunno..Just feel like crap..I've been feeling like this since i talked to peay pei...I don't know why..but it's not you la peay.. hehe.. kampung girl..heheh..i am listening to evermore by hillsongs.. nice la.. deng la.. something inside my stomach is moving around..giving me this feelings...dengness.. yesterday someone told me something.. that you cannot control emotions but affections can be restricted.. i saw a shooting star a few days ago..I actually made a wish.. WAhahah..don't know why i beliv ein that..but i did make a wish.. It didn't come true.. i mean i made a wish for something to happen but the total opposite happened..but still i got something even better.. i mean..what i wished for didn't come true but something better happened. unfortunately i don't want that better thing..I want what is wished for.. I really, really want it la... okay now i really feel like crap la...haha..haha...just laugh out my feelings... pretend they don't exist...do what i usually do...shen calls this my extremely powerful masking tactic. =)..i miss shen la..she went to camp.. i called her house but i ended up chatting with her mother...I have always been afraid of her mom la.. i hate my life la..hate it...i can't help masking..it's the only way i can make sure people i love are happy..=)..screw la.. I had great conversations last night..I dunno la... my mind very the rosak now..stupid prusoth..why you never reply la?... i need you to give me your miracle advice la.... somebody sms or call me la.. i hate being like this..makes me feel too selfish...

My Friend

this past one week,I thought my friends left me.
Hehe.. Really was depressed.I was tearing loads of time during this one week.But,no la..I don't want to care for worldly pursuit or people...they're just not worth it la..

Hi hi..I am extremely happy now. Just as i thought I spend less time on "friends" I've got more time for MY FRIEND here.
He rocks.
Hehehe..screw everyone else la.. I love my King. =)

heheh....peay belive it or not i am extremely happy here.=) =)
All of you should give him a try.!!
God is great by hillsongs...wah...I love it la..that song so chun. =)
Soooo true...=)) heheheh

=) =) sayang God la....

yeay. =)

ok la..now got to go home edii...so yeah..

goodluck people. don't count on calls or sms from me edi. =)

Tata. =)

Insult.

In this past week,I got insulted a few times

5.Fatty4.Blackie(In a rather crude way from Galvin,
I don't mind really.)

3.Hak Gwai,Sau Seng!(Galvin again.)

2.I didn't bother to call you because you didn't
seem to care for me.(That's what Emerson implied)

1.Like AH BENG lah. (Michelle on my hair)


People said nice things about me too.
5.Really Yi Hei la you.(Chai Hsia)

4.You are my Kampung Boy.(Peay Pei)

3.You look more tall and handsome than last
year.(Hehe, Senem Sahin..A patient of my Aunt's)

2.I love you forever.(God)

1.Thanks for everything,really.You're really the brother I never had.(Emerson)



Hahahahaha.Superb.Magnifico.Excelente.

That lady still not yet come back from camp la.Deng.Miss her.



Siapa buli anak aku?Nak kena bantai ke?

0193140359 <----- Don't make me call this number...Syazni's number.Later you kena bruce lee like nobody's business.

okay.bye.

=/

lonely la here.

F.R.O.G. Dan cross & heart =)

NYAHAHAHA... Okay..Elysse looked super the cute in her Saree...NYAHAHAHAHa...click the link to see her photo... okay.that's it. Now I am in the mood to blog.I guess i was having typers block. Firstly to Alif.Yeah...It's stupid la the things you do.You know it.I know it.We all know it. So as the Head of the Family(RE-INSTATED),I make a decision not to bother about you.So , yeah..forget us la. now unto every friend i've left behind,,,i guess that makes 29 of them now. yeah..take care la.. Family will take care of longkang/parit/lubang/gaung/lubang/chai hsia/lee hsia =) welcome to the family girl. =) Here cold like mad in the nights and sometimes too hot in the afternoon la...heheh..super weather..haven't "doot" anyone yet.but,I've seen three doots...heheheh...=) Prusothman...Guess what? Tse Kai is the man in charge of family now.Hehe.

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G'DAY MATE LAH .....contradictive..heheh

Goodness,I've been here three whole days. =) Ironical to that smiley,I don't like it la.I read prusoth's blog.Well man,I guess old habits do die hard.Stupid fella la...What to do...they all have that tidak apa attitude...Haihs...we'll stick together man..This freaking one year will pass and the three months following that will be remembered for life. =) Wahaha..It's nice to know that I accepted into the family...NYAHAHAHAH... 1.All of you will have to call her mommy....NYAHAHAHAH...it's still a secret k? NYAHAHAHAH 2.PEAY knows....yeah..i know peay stole the plans to my previous death star....but now i've built a better one. =) I miss all of you. ALIF...this goes to you...It is against my principes to use foul language but yeah,,,i think you deserve it..so i say everything prusoth said to you...i guess it goes like this...#$&%$&%$&%!#$(#$%#$*#$(_(%@#*)#*@.... I censored the words because my children are reading this webbie...heheh.. Well,My regards to all of you...Haven't really got into the mood for blogging yet...so i guess you people have to wait for a really really good one...heheh..=) prusoth...take care man...I'll be back soon enough..and chaih hsia...you be strong la girl...you've got us..the family. =) Make her part of it la fellas..she sure looks like she could use a family.let's make her your aunt =)... that means my sister =) hehe....nice. =) tell her okay? another thing prus tamil lei yeltheren. kassu ilei pannum theveina,yenthei ketuke. Chai hsia patti peiseren. Serri ar? WAHAHHA...that is the first time i wrote in tamil...It's soudns so fake la..ahah..actually that is writting in english..I can totally flunk a tamil paper...I dunno anything about writting. take care wei... well..regards to ziling's mommy...heheh