The Licker

Recently I had a really interesting encounter...

I know different guys like to do different things, and certain things which may turn one guy on might not be so appealing to another. I get it. We are all different.
But some things are so twisted, it makes me wonder where it comes from or how it developed...

I'm sure everyone is familiar with the use of tongue when engaging in you-know-what right.. For kissing, blowing. But other than that...

OK first thing.. I may have mentioned this before, but what is it with guys and this NIPPLE obsession?? Almost all guys I've been with want their nipples to be sucked or even bitten and pulled. Isn't it a bit aggressive to chew on someone's nipple? I don't want to bite off any part of your tit for heaven's sake. I don't understand why this is such a turn on.

The nipple thing is not that bad, since I'm starting to accept it as so many people are into it. 

But some other things are so unhygienic it's kind of gross. For example, my recent experience of being licked all over, yes... ANY part that you can think of.

ARMPITS - Imagine a guy who doesn't shave his underarms and has been sweating the whole day... then the other guy goes on and lick his armpit repeatedly, moistening the hair.

EARS - The tongue fucks the ear hole. The only way to describe it is that it feels like an anteater sticking its long tongue down an ant hive and slurping away. And because it's the ear, you can HEAR the slurping just as much as you can FEEL it.

ASS - OK I get why some tops do rimming, it's sort of like the thing to do to loosen things down there right (I think). I must say I would never want to lick anyone's ass hole because of hygiene issues, but to be rimmed it actually feels quite good. LOL.

And the WORST thing is, when the guy is done licking you at all those places, he comes back up to kiss you smack on the lips (with tongue). And it's rude to not kiss back, but the thought of it makes me uncomfortable.

So what is your take on licking? :P

I apologize if the descriptions are too graphic or literal. 

Man Magnet

Just watched this video, it's quite hilarious the way ALL the men are going crazy for her.

But then again, wouldn't all of us want to have men go crazy about us? The feeling of being wanted.
Not all the time of course, but regular mini doses sure make you feel good about yourself don't it ;)

I consider myself a moderate attention seeker, not as extreme as some of those bitches you see on reality TV haha!



How much attention do you need?? :P

Going All The Way

So I wasn't quite satisfied with how my first sauna trip went. Think I chickened out.

It's addictive... the mystery of not knowing how the day will end or who you'll meet there. Maybe it's because this experience is still so new to me, I have the craving to go back for more. And so I did. On the very next day (today haha).

This time I went to Studio 89 around 4.30pm, which I first heard about from Takashi/Pluboy obviously. The guy at the register looked Thai. Signed up, got a membership card, towel, lube, condom and locker key. I wanted to check out the scene, because the owner of the other place said his clientele was more of middle aged and chubs. And I think Studio 89 is more targeted at Gen-Y?

Well from what I saw, I was one of the youngest there. Most of them were perhaps 30 to 40+?? But the guys here are definitely fitter and hotter looking. I felt intimidated because I was so inexperienced and there was a crowd inside. Everyone was sitting around and staring. I had no clue about the layout, so this time I really walked around like a lost sheep. People giving me stares, not sure whether it's the interested look or the WTF look.

I went downstairs to check out the private rooms area. This place is quite big. I went back up and stood by the corridor leading into a spacious dark room. I was too afraid to go in because I didn't know what was inside, but I saw guys walking in and out. So I just stayed at the corridor and looked at porn on the TV.

I thought it was going to be uneventful, then out of the blue a knight comes right in front of me and touched and kissed me... this was still at the corridor. I was standing there like a log. Initially I was taken by surprised and felt hesitant, he asked about my role, we were a match. He was hot, there was physical chemistry so I decided to go with the flow. He also had nice breath (just chewed mint). We went downstairs and you know what happened next.

Once again, even though we all know what goes on in the private rooms, it seems that 2 guys cannot just walk in openly in front of everyone. Everything has to be discreet, like one guy goes downstairs first, the other guy follows behind. Then the first guy slowly sneaks into a room... moments later the second guy follows. I don't understand why it has to be like that since everyone there already knows what's going on. But the sneaking and pretending is actually quite fun. LOL.

One thing I like about Studio 89 is that the private rooms are well equipped with tissue and a dustbin, and it also has a light where you can adjust the brightness!! It's so hard to see in the dark. LOL. Also the shower area was nice and I liked the smell of the soap.

Oh I want to ask you guys something, since most of you are more experienced than me.

How exactly do you engage a guy in a place like this?

I mean how do I know if someone is interested? 

What are the signals to look out for? 

If someone gives me the horny look and walks by me, am I supposed to follow behind?

If this guy didn't walk up to me and said out loud that he wanted to fuck me, I wouldn't have got the message. And another thing.... do you guys feel guilty about it after committing the act?  
When you're full of lust you feel compelled to do all sorts of things, but after that I just feel like a dirty slut. The feeling doesn't last long though... after some time when the lust comes back you jump right back in.

I still feel kind of dirty now... but I have a feeling I will be going back to that place again *smacks head*

First Sauna Experience

I like to try new things, and today I crossed another thing off my list.

It was totally spontaneous, everyone in the family was out of town so I had the whole afternoon to myself. Went out for lunch, it was already past 2pm. So happened I was in that area which is quite near my house. I remembered reading on a site called Utopia that there was a gay sauna in that row of shops, which is on the 2nd floor, above a car workshop.

For some reason I felt like giving it a try. I didn't plan it at all, wasn't sure if I was dressed for it or if I had to bring my own towel. My heart was pounding as I approached the door. Saw the sign for the operation hours. I was in luck, it opens at 3pm on weekends! I mustered the courage to press the door bell. The door sprung opened. I walked up a flight of stairs, pass through a red curtain.

The owner was at the front desk, in his underwear. He was friendly, but looked at me like I was a lost sheep. He made sure I knew this was a gay sauna, because straight men have been known to come through those doors before. I nodded my head, said I knew where I was. He then explained subtly what goes on in a gay sauna just in case I had no idea. LOL. I must look damn innocent. I said I knew what to expect (though I wasn't entirely sure).

He gave me my towels and locker key, and was nice enough to give me a tour. I was the first customer of the day because it was so early. He told me the crowd usually comes in after 4.30, and more so on Sundays than Saturdays. I was like 'Oh damn'. Quite standard I guess: hot sauna, cold sauna, 2 dark rooms, one was like a maze, the other was like a fitting room with stalls and a chair in each stall. It was so dark I could barely see. There was a TV room, airing porn obviously. I sat there and waited for more people to show up.

Must have been around 4+ already. I was wrapped in nothing but a small towel. Finally more people started to come. I actually thought the guys there would be like flashing each other openly and doing it in front of everyone. Turns out that's not the case. Everything is done discreetly, even though everyone there knows what to do there.

I went into the steam room. Got groped a little, I groped back a little. A lot of dudes were just there to watch. It felt so weird. I wasn't entirely turned on, but not completely turned off either. Just strange.

After touching a stranger that I didn't even really see, I went into the dark room and sat on a chair. Someone showed up. Had another touchy session. I wasn't in the mood to blow or get fucked. Too timid I guess.


Quick shower after that and called it a day. Interesting right....
No longer a gay sauna virgin.

Salt in Wound

I already had a big hunch he wasn't batting for our team. But to hear him say it loud and clear hurts. :(

Even though it wasn't directed at me (it was more of a general statement), but still it stings like crazy...

The guy from 'A Little Sizzle' and 'Infatuation on Facebook'. Yeah I'm still not over him. Ain't life a bitch.

His latest Facebook status update:

'Excuse me I am not gay, I can't give you my number'

I read the subsequent comments.. turns out he just joined the gym (not the one I go to), and already some guy tried to hit on him. And he follows up on his friend's comment with 'my god, i tell u. its. so. scary'. 

What am I supposed to feel other than stupid??
What is it with me constantly falling for straight guys????


So I dedicate this song to him. Fuck him.

Japanese Junk in the Gym!

OK I'm officially a slut / whore who likes to ogle at hot naked men. There, I said it :P

Just came back from the gym, I'm already getting used to the routines and etiquette. I was expecting just another normal day, I went for an aerobic class, did a bit of strength exercise then headed to the showers.

As I came out wrapped in a towel I walked past one of the shower stalls. To my surprise, the curtain was completely open and there was a dude showering there. And he wasn't even facing the wall, he was standing sideways so you could basically see everything clearly if you stop to look. But I was walking quite fast, so I only caught a short glimpse in the corner of my eye.

Didn't think it was anything special. I went to my locker to get dress, then suddenly I see that guy standing at the locker opposite mine COMPLETELY NAKED. No towel. He was facing his locker, so his ass was faced against me :) I didn't dare to look full on, so I took short glimpses to the side every couple of seconds hahaha!

I only saw his face when he finished drying off and headed for the hair dryer. By now he's in his towel. From the face you can totally tell he's Japanese. Got that typical Jap look, with long hair and also plenty of facial hair. Sexy!

He wasn't done parading his junk. After that, he went back to his spot and took the towel off again. Grabbed his clothes slowly and put them on. I wasn't the only one who caught a glimpse of his ass because he was naked for so long.

This is only the second time I saw some ass in the gym. I think most locals are quite conservative, myself included. We put our underwear on while still wrapped in a towel. I remember a friend who studies at Japan who told me that people there are very open and they go to public showers and just bathe naked together. An even weirder thing is that she said family members also bathe together, imagine seeing your parents and siblings naked. Super weird right!

I hope I see that Japanese dude again. It makes going to the gym so much more interesting! ;)