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Saturday, 21 May 2011

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Scribbled by fmz on 5/21/2011 10:11:00 pm 0 comments
kehadapan si polan yg diingati.

kalau niat dihati mmg nk buat aku sedih/terluka/sakit hati, maka... u've done a great job!
kalau terniat nak buat aku mengalah/pasrah/berundur, sorry my dear... try harder next time.

aku sedar, diri penuh kelemahan.
tapi adakah kerana kelemahan ini, buat kau bertindak macam tu?
tidak kan?
mesti kerana kau sedar aku ada kekuatan.
kekuatan yang mencabar kau.
sbb tu kau bertindak bodoh dan tidak matang.

ya.. memang dulu aku selalu menitiskan air mata kerana teraniaya.
tapi sekarang aku dah sedar.
aku ada Dia.
Dia Maha Adil pada hamba-Nya.

Ya Allah.
Jauhilah aku dari sifat itu.
Amin.

Best regards.

Friday, 20 May 2011

Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

Scribbled by fmz on 5/20/2011 11:03:00 pm 0 comments
Saya minta maaf kerana saya tidak tahu apa yang hendak ditaip di ruangan ini. ini adalah kerana saya tidak mengingati bagaimana saya mengetahui tentang blogger pada awalnya. saya juga tidak menyimpan memori kenapa saya mencipta blog saya sendiri suatu ketika dahulu.

tetapi jika anda masih inginkan jawapan kepada persoalan kedua itu, apa yang saya boleh katakan, saya kesunyian semasa berada di german dahulu. saya bukan anti-social di sana, cuma lebih gemar berpeleseran di bilik sendiri sambil melayari internet yang tidak bersempadan.

oleh kerana ketiadaan sempadan itulah, memungkinkan saya terjerumus ke lembah blogger ini.

ini sahaja jawapan saya.
akhir kata, selamat hari guru, cikgu!

 

Thursday, 19 May 2011

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

Scribbled by fmz on 5/19/2011 03:09:00 pm 2 comments
Another picture of me and my friends friend

finally, jejak juga maG di teratak aku yg tak seberapa ni...
thx umar sbb behave..
ala, setakat merengek2 lapar biasa la tu kan?


Wednesday, 18 May 2011

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Scribbled by fmz on 5/18/2011 02:55:00 pm 0 comments
hmmmm... songs eh.. ni agak susah sket. sbb i watch tv a lot, hence less listening to radio/mp3 etc. so, lagu2 yg aku tau just lagu2 from zmn dok kat german dulu [mmg 24hrs on lagu/radio je kat laptop] or lagu2 yg dak2 AF9 nyanyi [kantoi lyn AF] or lagu yg kebetulan terdgr kat tv or radio, especially otw to & from work.

so here they are..

happy song : Ilusi by Adira [alya will show her moves bila dgr lagu ni..hehe]
sad song : Unbreak my heart by Toni Braxton [tangkap leleh]
bored song : I love you by Barney!!! hehe. [bile boring, usik2 alya la.. ape lg]
hyped song : Mine by Taylor Swift
mad song : Hakikat Bahagia by UNIC [try hayati lirik dia k..]

p/s : currently my favourite song.. di mana di mana by Ning,Jac& Shila. catchy!

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

Day 09 - Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Scribbled by fmz on 5/17/2011 02:28:00 pm 0 comments
i am proud of myself past few days, in fact, right now i still am.
nak sgt reveal kat sini. tapi tak boleh. dont want to jinx it. hehe.
kalau berhasil baru boleh share kan?

atau kah hanya hangat2 tahi ayam? huhu. nauzubillah.

p/s : B-O-R-I-N-G!!! 

Monday, 16 May 2011

quick updates again..

Scribbled by fmz on 5/16/2011 08:18:00 am 0 comments
but this time more like reminder to self..

a) tempah baju raya for me & alya. but this time, remember.. WITH POCKET! i repeat WITH POCKET!! asyik lupa je... DONE.

b) get rid of old kitchen cabinet. saje je cari nahas simpan dlm rumah lama2. ape dh ada hobi baru ternak anai2 ke??? [erghhh... malasnye nk sewa lori bagai...].. NOT DONE. ALAMAK..

c) put up an ad @ mudah/ebay on our philips plasma tv stand. new and unused. anyone interested??;p NOT DONE. PEMALAS.

d) get his final decision on his birthday present this year. adoi.. udah2 la tu dgn ayat..'takyah susah2 la... farr tak bagi ape2pun abg syg..'. [fyi, his birthday in on 0606]. NOT DONE. TAK LARAT DH NAK TANYA.. *SIGH*

e) get all switches labelled. aiyooo... ni pun susah ke? DAH.. DAH.. YEAY!

f) donate baju2 yg dh tak pakai. NOT DONE. DAH  ASINGKAN DAH.. TP TAK TAU NK DONATE KAT NER. TOLONG!!!

g) get vendor for built-in wardrobe. those who offer price within budget of course. kedai DS tu bant*i sampai RM6XXX. gilo ko apo. I THINK WE ALREADY GOT ONE. THAT'S THE BEST PRICE WE CAN GET. ADUH MELAYANG $$$ KU.

Saturday, 14 May 2011

Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why

Scribbled by fmz on 5/14/2011 06:43:00 pm 0 comments
hehe. i'm quite clear on this  one.

my goals for this month are.. [jgn gelak!!] :

a) tempah baju raya for me & alya. but this time, remember.. WITH POCKET! i repeat WITH POCKET!! asyik lupa je...

b) get rid of old kitchen cabinet. saje je cari nahas simpan dlm rumah lama2. ape dh ada hobi baru ternak anai2 ke??? [erghhh... malasnye nk sewa lori bagai...]

c) put up an ad @ mudah/ebay on our philips plasma tv stand. new and unused. anyone interested??;p

d) get his final decision on his birthday present this year. adoi.. udah2 la tu dgn ayat..'takyah susah2 la... farr tak bagi ape2pun abg syg..'. [fyi, his birthday in on 0606]

e) get all switches labelled. aiyooo... ni pun susah ke?

f) donate baju2 yg dh tak pakai

g) get vendor for built-in wardrobe. those who offer price within budget of course. kedai DS tu bant*i sampai RM6XXX. gilo ko apo.

erkkk... ni goal ke to-do list ni?
hantam je la labuuuu...

 

Friday, 13 May 2011

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Scribbled by fmz on 5/13/2011 10:18:00 pm 0 comments

miss alya zahra bt mohammad razi shah
 [1] of course, once you become a mom, almost everything changes. she has big impact on my schedule. need i say more?

[2] she changed my way of spending $$$. hehe. arent girls' dress and suits too cute u couldnt resist??

[3] because of u, ibu always worried kalau ibu got sick that i cant attend to your needs/ibu need to go outstation and be away from u [reason why i rejected the other offer]/ibu died early not to be able to see you got married[nauzubillah]/worried ibu didnt teach u enough good u end up being not the person ibu&ayah want u to be. because of you, i am uber extra careful when i carry you up the stairs, worried if i might slip and.. nauzubillah. because of you, alya, i have all worries in me, afraid that i might be soooo careless to have left my kitchen knife within your reach... that i might not realize you are standing behind me, when i turned around carrying a kettle full with hot boiled water... that i might accidentally... oh God. the list can go on and on...

she really has the biggest  impact in me..
i really love her..

a question i bet every mom couldnt answer... who do you love more... your mom or your children?

p/s : happy belated mother's day to all!

 

Thursday, 12 May 2011

quick updates

Scribbled by fmz on 5/12/2011 03:19:00 pm 0 comments
minggu ni tak productive.. dh 3 hari MC. i blame it on the el-nino-ly weather and also on myself yg tunggu dahaga baru terkapai2 cari air kat dapur. nak blame hubby jugak sbb ajak mkn kat dusun bay smalam. dh tau kt situ ada air cappucino 3 layer yg aku mmg tak berupaya nak resist, lg nak mkn kat situ. alamatnye, terus demam dtg balik mlm td.. huhu.

pagi2 kalau ada bunyi lori sampah lalu, selalunya alya akan kata 'lowi'. tapi pg td, dia kata 'papah'. stands for sampah i think. ahhhh! tetiba rasa sgt sejuk perut I, boleh tak?  moral of the story .. for myself... never too early to teach your children.

i could spend forever dlm bathroom now. thx to hubby and his hitachi pump. sgt best bila air shower kuat & massage belakang badan. oh heaven. belum try with heater on lagi...ye la cuaca tgh panas berbahang bagai.. nak pakai heater ape nye kan. best best best.

2 subordinates aku minta ditransfer ke shah alam. last few months, proton shah alam asked me for back-up on skilled manpower for new project coming soon. so, i sent them. apparently, they performed too well there, that the requesting department wants them for good. they came to see me earlier today to actually persuade me to let them go. i understand, this is a huge leap in their career. but, i dont think i could bear losing two of my most experienced  and skilled workers, especially with new mega project coming soon in June.

kalau korang jd aku, korang lepaskan ke tidak?? tak nak fikir!!!!!

btw. kain utk baju raya dh beli!!! excited tak? honestly, biasa2 je kainnye. bukannya viva da vass sgt pun. actually this year hubby yg pilih theme colour. ingatkan tahun ni nk pakai english cotton. tapi tak jumpe plak corak yg menawan hati. end up beli viscose je. this weekend insya-Allah nk pi tempah. kt tg malim ni kena tempah cepat... limited je tailor nye. ;p

p/s : if i live in klang valley, i would have completed my master by now.

  

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Scribbled by fmz on 5/11/2011 09:37:00 pm 0 comments
honeymoon-ing @ swiss garden cherating/kuantan
best best best..nk pegi lg!!

p/s : sorry le..i ni bukan jenis yg suka capture scenery sgt pun... mesti
orgnye nk interprem..;p

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Day 04 - A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Scribbled by fmz on 5/10/2011 11:01:00 pm 0 comments
i  want to quit from bertangguh.

actually, konon nak kumpul all tasks and do at one shot. kira sekali harung la pegi dapur basuh botol, buat air, sapu sampah skali...alasan yg selalu digunakan 'ok..ok... masa iklan nanti'. padahal bukan tgh tgk cerita box office pun... ulangan diariAF yg ke sekian kali nye je pun...

seriously, i need to change.

dah selalu dgr hubby tegur..'ala, buat terus la..'. :(

Monday, 9 May 2011

Day 03 - A picture of you and your friends

Scribbled by fmz on 5/09/2011 10:16:00 pm 2 comments
from left : ma-G & umar, imee & fiya ,liza, azni, syifa, dila, me
front row, from left : KH, kaydee, citet, istiq

picture of hantaran ladies during kaydee's nikah & reception ceremony.
i had fun that day.
bila la dpt hang out ngan depa lg.. *sigh*

Sunday, 8 May 2011

Day 02 - The meaning behind your Blog name

Scribbled by fmz on 5/08/2011 09:05:00 am 0 comments
this is easy-peasy...

alidraf is 'fardila' spelling backwards.
kind of pakai fullname utk blogname... amacam? ko ado?

p/s: aduyai... tetiba rase tak creative langsung.

Saturday, 7 May 2011

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Scribbled by fmz on 5/07/2011 07:03:00 am 0 comments
on mines cruise with palace of the golden horses background

15 interesting facts... hmmm... ni la part yg buat aku delay start buat challenge ni. ape ek yg interesting? how about 15 boring facts instead? *sigh*

[1] since 2006, aku sgt into starting my own business. part-time la dulu kan. until now, a few attempts failed successfully ;p due to lack of commitment and hangat2 tahi ayam.

[2] aku nk sgt second baby, hopefully a boy this time... tapi belum dpt greenlight dr hubby. kang nusyuz plak. ngeee. fyi, nama pun dh ada tau.. carryover dr first pregnancy dlu.

[3] dingdong-ing between 2 birthday present for myself this year... smartphone or 5star spa. confuse.. confuse...ngee~~

[4] selain drpd calling2 ngan sms-ing, function handsetku yg sgt berguna ialah calendar, where i need to key in all pending activities & to-do list..kalau tak,komfem eden lupo.. dah tua. isk isk.

[5] house chore yg paling tidak suka ialah iron baju!

[6] i'm still figuring out this one...alya ikut muka sape eh?

[7] most time of my life i feel so small..

[8] i have no answer to 'which part of your body is most attractive' question.

[9] i cant stay home during weekends. if i do, i'll be really mandom & bad-mood for the whole week. kalau dpt pi pasar malam pun ok.

[10] saya bukan seorg yg peramah. amacam? interesting tak fact ni? haha!

[11] i always picture alya going to chinese school and attending piano lessons

[12] although i keep complaining about not having mcD/tesco/carrefour/jusco etc at tgmalim, deep inside.. i'm glad here is where we reside. 3 things : #1 no jam, no hassle  #2 both parents' houses are just 10 mins away.    #3 no shopping complex/fancy restaurants means you are forced to save $$$

[13] hugs&kisses from alya everyday keeps me sane.

[14] seriously, i think 24hrs a day is not enough.

[15] i miss my friends..a lot..

  
 

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