Time Untuk Ber'touching'.

Let me be your hero

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear, that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie? Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Oh, I just wanna hold you
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain, oh yeah
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I can be your hero, I can kiss away the pain
(I can be your hero, baby)
And I will stand by you, forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
An' I can be your hero

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This wasn't the first time I heard this song. But truly, this was my-very-first time listening to this song!

I dunno why. But I cried while listening to it.

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Da la drive dalam hujan renyai-renyai. Pastu teros plak kuar lagu HERO ni!

Terus slow down the car!

Hehehehe.

Maybe I'm missing my other half. It's been a week since he last called me.

I noe he's busy there. Plus, nak kene deliver new ship. Macam-macam procedures kene go through. That's why i pon tak nak kaco die sangat.

Aritu mase first few weeks arrived China, lg teruk die keje. Kua hotel awal-awal pagi. Kalah i ni yg bangun awal nk g skola! Then nak ke ship kene nek bot for about an hour. Balik plak da senja.

The worst part yang wat i sdey aritu, bile die cakap on his 1st day berbuka ngan roti & nescafe panas je. Tibe-tibe hati jadi sayu. Punye la penat die nak mencari rezeki.

teros menginsafi nasib diri sendiri

tu pon maseh ade lg org yang sanggup tuduh seafarers ni macam-macam! ape punye orang daaa!

Alhamdulillah. Now die da start navigate the ship. Means totally atas kapal. At least tak de la nak terkejar sane sini, kene bangun awal sume bagai. Duty die pon macam bese, 12-4..

So, i faham & i can feel his tiredness.

♥ ♥♥ ♥

B. Do take care of yourself k. I'm missing you so bad here. But i noe, u'r doing your job there, not holiday-ing. Hehehehe.

i simply dunno what else to say cos i guess i've already told you everything i wish to say. i just hope this L.O.V.E will remains forever. till our last breathe, in this beautiful and wonderful life that we build together.

♥ ♥♥ ♥

p/s:

tadi pagi kat skola before i started my lesson, right after the greeting session, one of my students said

Teacher, u look slimmer than before!

i teros senyum tersipu-sipu. mengajar pon happy mode jek!

Hahahaha.

mission seems to be achievable!

:ppp

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Ramadhan ke-12

My 2010-Ramadhan is totally different from the previous year.

For sure b'cos he's not here.

T_______T

But knowing that he's still contact me at least once in 3 days, till now, make my 2010-Ramadhan so meaningful. at least, though the fact I still hope miracle will do his job~

^___________^

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I'm totally in a HAPPY mode today!

I got what I want since awal Ramadhan. Even though da lambat 12 hari, tapi kire ok la kan dari tak dapat langsung.

:ppp

Wondering what it is???

Hehehehehe.

.....

p/s:

I'd better stop from continuing rambling about nothing!

Sgt takde idea, tp nk menulis gak.

Maybe idea da melambak 'jatuh' kt my private blog kot.

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You Always Be There For Me

I bet you guys already read my FB's status. for those who did~


I dunno where else to turn to when I really in a bad condition. Especially when he's not around.
I keep telling myself that I'm strong & can handle this all alone.
But, at the end, I'm lost. Lost with my own feelings.


...

I admit, I also did mistake. & that's why I keep saying "Life is a learning process".
The process wont stop till our last breathe. Selagi bernyawa, selagi tu la kite akan terus belajar.


Dan sepatutnye guru baru seperti Fara ni ditegur & diajar jika ade wat kesilapan.
Bukannya ditengking, dimaki & dimarahi depan orang lain. Apatah lagi klu depan students!!
& that's the reason why I'm so pissed off with her today!


Nasib baik la Fara mule belajar camne nak respect rakan sejawat kite walaupon dalam keadaan yg tegang.
All I can say, "Lucky her"....


Memandangkan umor die pon lbih kurang sebaya my mom, mmg Fara tak sampai ati langsung nk tengking die semule tadi.
I thought, by using a lower tone, die akan cool. Tapi tak, makin meninggi plak sore die.


& memang padan lah selama ni all teachers in the staff room hate her so much!
No wonder~
Before this I just keep silent cos my prinsip, "Tak yah jage tepi kain orang".
& yupp, that's what I did..Before!


But I guess, not anymore. Once she triggered my anger, until forever I wont forget it.!


Boleh je klu die nak tegur Fara elok-elok tadi. For sure I will try to do as what she says. Tapi ni tak, men nak terkam je. Memang nak kene la tadi tu!



EEeeee, GERAM!!!!!!


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Actually tadi after the fight, I tried pujuk diri sendiri supaya kuat, jgn nangis.
But at last, sebab da tak tau sgt nk wat cmne, I texted him. Mengomel la mcm2 kat die.


Tak sempat nak fold the phone, he called me. Dengar je sore die, teros jatuh air mate ni tak semena-mena.
Tak sempat lagi cter ape2, teros nangis teresak-esak.

Huhuhuhu.
Poor him terpaksa call me dari jaoh. & bila da call, ckp nye tak. Nangis je lebih.



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After about 5 minutes of crying, baru la Fara cool down. & slowly, I told him of what had happened, A-Z.


Then, he straightly gave advices.
& seakan dapat semangat baru bile dgr nasihat die sume tu.
Like magic!!!
Dari nangis terus le tukar jadi gelak!!!!


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♥ ♥♥ ♥

B, Thanks a lot for the advices u gave. I know, after all, you still there to support me. I'm sorry for making you worried, Sayang. & sorry again for disturbing you while you're working. At first I thought I could handle all this on my own. But, the fact is, I couldn't! I can be strong but once I fall, it's hard for me to wake up again. Thanks for giving me the strengths at the time I really need it.

♥ ♥♥ ♥

Thanks too to all teachers who understood my situation this afternoon. Your supports are more than enough.



~at least I know yang korg mmg sgtttt bencikan 'kerepot' itu & sterusnya menyokong tindakan saye!~




Hahahahaha




*wiNk*

M.I.S.S

klu dl mb Fara terkilan if da lame tak menulis kt cnie.

But I dunno since when I dun bother the feeling inside.

Hehehehehe.

Reading others' blogs always force me to write something here. But as usual, that won't happened.

To have a blog is easy. But being a 24/7 blogger, it's absolutely hard.

Once I thought I could be one of the "penulis tegar".

But now, only now, I realized it's easy to say rather than do it.

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Kesimpulan:

I'll only write when I've the mood to write, the mood to express my feeling inside, the mood of blablabla.

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Today is the 6th day he left me.

But the best past, kami still keep in touch!

Hehehe.

He's in China right now. Mb for 2 weeks. Siap beli number China lagi just to make sure he can contact me!

*wink*

So, hari-hari le msg. Call tu baru sekali due je coz still the rate is high.

Tp takpe. Name pon masing2 nak save duet. So mulai sekarang kene tutup due2 mate. klu tak, duet melayang ke arah mnde len kang last2.

Hhahahaa.

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Disebabkan hari ni hari ke-6, maka saye pon demam.

ouh, takde kene mengena!

Saye memang tgh R.I.N.D.U die!!!

TeacherZati & TeacherZilot bg homework!

Memandangkan da lame menyepi, maka keje rumah yang diberi oleh mereka berdua ni telah lame tertunda..kli la ni keje sekolah betul2, mau kene rotan ngan Cikgu!!tp alhamdulillah, during my schooldays, I tak pernah - again, TAK PERNAH - kene rotan!

Hahahahaha

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Tag from Zilot-Moke


1) Siapakah diri anda di rumah?

My family used to call me Along - mcm bese la, cos' Im the eldest!



2) Siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?

Seorang yang ceria, happy-go-lucky, ketawa tak-ingat-dunia, friendly, caring and the list goes on..
Hahahahaha
ask My Girls..they know me better!

3) 5 benda yang anda idamkan tapi belom tercapai?

Blackberry
Honda Accord
New lappy
My dream house
Be Mohd Farid's wife!



4) Siapakah nama pasangan anda?

No doubt!
Mohd Farid Ahmad

5) Ceritakan 5 perkara yang paling anda suka tentang pasangan anda.

Suke pandang I lame2 sampai I tersipu-sipu malu.. :pp

Be my No. 1 supporter ever!

Love to surprise me with so many different ways.

He respects my friends! One thing yang I discover sgt susah nak jumpa dalam diri seorang lelaki.

Die pandai memujuk! Hehehehe. Even tho in certain cases sebenarnye I yg salah, but he still doing his best to make me smile. -dalam case ni, I cam jahat la plak ea..Ahaks-



6) Bila tarikh anda couple?

27 June 2004
the time I'm writing this particular date, I've just realized the time flies so fast. Even me myself couldn't believe that we've been together almost 6 years!!
& alhamdulillah, still standing!

Two-thumbs up for US, B!!



7) Lagu tema cinta anda.

Jangan Pisahkan - the first song yang kitorg karok bersame!
Cinta Antara Kita - Duta feat. Baizura Kahar




8) Apa perubahan yang ingin anda lihat dari pasangan anda?

Saye tak nak die berubah cos' I love everything about him. No extra change needed.
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Satu je I nak ubah tentang diri die.
I nak turn him from being my bf to a title of 'HUSBAND'!
Agak-agak, boleh tak??



9) Tag rakan-rakan anda.

I guess ramai yg da buat this tag kan? So, consider this part DONE!
Hehehehehe
Tapi I tetap nak my darling Syarafina do this tag!
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The award goes to.........................


Jeng.Jeng.Jeng.



1) Thank and linked the person that gave you the award.

Thanks Zati for this!


2) Pass this award to 15 bloggers you're recently discovered and think are fantastic.

Seperti di atas, I guess semua da dapat this award.
& you know kan, you all are FABULOUS!

Syara, take this one okeyh!
Hehehe



3) Contact bloggers and let them know they have won.

Insya Allah..


4) State 7 things about yourself.

Everyone said that I'm too perfectionist. But actually I'm not. I just love everything to be perfect. Lain kan maksudnye?

I guess ni ramai yg tak tau kot. Actually I'm kind of person yang sgt mudah bersimpati dengan orang. It's hard for me to say NO if someone asks for my help. Sometimes it can be BAD.

Saya sukar didekati. If you meet me for the first time, you might say that I'm arrogant. But actually I'm not!

I heart my Mohd Farid Ahmad!

I'm an English teacher yang baru je di'posting'kan pada awal tahun 2010. Kire fresh graduate lg la kan? Hehehehe

So into shopping!

I have a family who really cares and loves me. I have a man who understands me and supports me in whatever I'm doing. I have friends who concern and always be there for me.



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Akhirnya, siap jugak!!

*___*

Okeyh! Esok sekolah ganti, mknenye kene tido awal malam nieh!



Nitey Nitez, peeps!

You name the title yourself..

It's been almost 2 months since my last entry..
mood untk ber'blogging' tu da hilang since i-dun-even-realise-when-it-is..


My the-very-first intention creating & writing in this blog is for HIM -yerpp, HIM @ Mohd Farid Ahmad- to read and know all my routines here while he's 'missing'..
To at least know what his girl feels bout him, how the realationship goes on & whatsoever..



But somehow..
Entah la..



Kadang2 bile die anchor kt Bintulu, msti die tnye bout blog..
"Da lame ek you tak update blog?"

Me answered:
"Yerp..no time / not in the mood of blogging anymore"



Sometimes I feel guilty towards him cos I've promised him to write anything (or to be more specific - my daily activities) here..

But I guess & I'm surely know that he understands me well..
Understand the reasons of me 'missing' from here..
Understand how complicated life is for us this year..


Bunches of Thanks for that, Sayang..


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Okeyh! Enough for that part~


Now, let me remind you..this post might be longer than the previous one -as u guys know, I'm famous with writing a longggg entry..Hhahaha- So, bear with me & also the entry..
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5th March 2010

Perarakan Sambutan Maulidur Rasul Peringkat Sekolah


Ingatkan bile da jadi Cikgu ni, tak payah la nk g berarak sekali ngan students semua..tp HAMPEH~ dgn Cikgu2 sekali sume kene berarak..
The "best" part, time berarak tu I was wearing HEELS!!!
Memang alamatnye melecet kaki la bile sampai sekolah..

Called me fool or wutsoeva, tp sesungguhnye I tak tau yg kitorg mmg kene join perarakan tu sekali..
I tot we just have to wait the students to come back at the school..


Pengajarannya:
Sila jangan berborak dgn Cikgu2 lain bile sebarang pengumuman / pemberitahuan dilakukan..
Tiiitttt!

The Students with their own creativity

The Ketua Bidang, Counsellor & GPK Koku


Cube teka mane Teacher Fara??


Riang ria cekgu cekgi di sekolah..


Muke serius konon2 mendengar taklimat.. :pp


Form 2 Hanafi with Purple Theme


Form 1 Hanafi with Pink Theme


Perjalanan 'kaki melecet' bermula..


Walaupon Cikgu-cikgu perempuan di belakang, tp mereka lah yang sampai dl kat sekolah.. :pp

Form 3 Hanafi with Maroon Theme @ The Winner!!



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13th March 2010

Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik DUN Rantau


I can say this event was the reason for me to be MIA from here..Hehehe
Can it be accepted??

^_____^



Since my school was the Tuan Rumah, so kene wat keje till the max..
Plus, MB N. Sembilan was the one yang merasmikan the event, so kene la wat sehabis mungkin..
Even tho the event only took around 3 hours, but we did the tasks to make the event went smoothly as planned for over a month!!!
Bile dengar mmg tak masok akal..Rase tak berbaloi pon ade..
But after all, seeing everyone's happy face end of the day, at least it makes us so proud!
Hahahaha



*Picts will be uploaded later, peeps!*



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15 - 18th March 2010

UNiSEL's Visit


Da lame Fara tak ber'dating' ngan my Girls..
So kebetulan plak time tu cuti sekolah, I went to UNiSEL to meet them..

Thanks to Syara, Aween, Ayu and Ina for accepting me to ur 'bungalow'..
Hehehehe
Even tho the visit was only for 4 days, but yeahhhh! It was a real fun!!


When we're with someone we love, no matter how long it takes, it's still not enough!


Thanks Izan for the treat!!


Lauk yang melambak yg akhirnye tak sanggup tuk dihabiskan..


Aween, Syara, me & Ina..


US with the food~



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20th March 2010

Rayyan's Birthday Party

Location:
Mc Donald Bandar Utama

The event that everyone's waiting for!!
*____*

Thanks k.Ena for the party @ so-called SC's Gathering..
Hehehehe

Meeting k.Reen, k.Izan, k.Sha & for sure the birthday boy's families was such a great fun indeed!
With the jokes, the laughs, I'm sure each one of us there were having such a lovely and beautiful day!!

Part of the List


Go GREEN!!




Happy Birthday, Rayyan!!


Truly Friends



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22nd - 26th March 2010

Test Week

The week that I bet every teachers is craving for!!!
Hehehehe

No lesson.No noise.& even No books to be checked!
(^_~)



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25th March 2010

The First Payment as a GST Teacher


Thanks God payment masok in March..da tak sanggup lg da melihat bil broadband ni tertunggak..
Hahahaha

So proud cos finally I've my own income..
No more depends on my parents..

- The Satisfaction -



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28th March 2010

Perarakan Maulidur Rasul Peringkat DUN Rantau


Alhamdulillah, seperti tahun lepas, sekali lg my school won the first place for this perarakan..
*____*

Congrats to the team!!


The RED Team!!

MB joined us for the perarakan..




Teacher Fara yang mnjadi Mak Andam pada hari kejadian..


RED Power!




The steps of Victory..


Cikgu yang lari tema.. :pp



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3rd - 4th April 2010

Sisterhood's Holiday Trip - Cameron Highlands


We've planned this hols for so long..
And thanks a lot to Syara's Mom for the sponsor..
*____*


Syara:
Thanks a lot for the sponsor..I noe it's so hard to plan this hols at first, but I'm glad u did it!!

Ayu:
Thanks for being the photographer 'tegar' during that hols..And also thanks to ur Mom for the Mee Sup ea..
Heheheehehe

Aween:
Thanks for the non-stop jokes in the car and also during the hols..I had so much fun with you girls!!

Ina:
Even tho we're just been friends, but knowing you is such a miracle!!Thanks for the Cendawan Goreng we had up there and also for the non-stop laughing since the moments we're in UNiSEL till up there, in Cameron..

The Journey Began Here

Cameron, here WE come!!

Aktiviti di kala menunggu Ayu

The Arrival


FIVE of US!




Part-time workers at Tea BOH

Hungry faces~

Our Theme Wall..


The Models!

In the Tea BOH Factory..


RED vs. GREEN


Syara with her Malaysian's-Next-Top-Model pose..


Her hands with another pose.. :pp

The Steps of Sisterhood..

The Girls!!

Check-in Time


At Cactus Farm

Girls with Flowers!

Tepi jalan pon sempat~


A night at Cameron~


The Next Day

The Heritage's Garden

Strawberry Ice-cream

At the Kea Farm


Love You!!

Da nak balik baru bergmbar kt snie..


You Girls are Rock!!!!

Thanks for the Lovely & Beautiful Hols, Dear!

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9 - 10th April 2010

LDP's Course at MITC Ancasa, Malacca


My first time attending LDP Course..
Basically the LDP focused more on Ranc. Strategik Ko-kurikulum & also Ranc. Strategik for HEM..

As for Ko-ku, I'm the one who responsible for the PPIM..While for HEM, I'm in charge of SPBT..
Since all the plans have to be submitted by the end of the course, that's why I guess that LDP just helped me in bringing more headache!!



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That's all the rentetan perjalanan for the time I was missing..
Hhehehehe
Missing-lah-sgt



Actually, there're more stories I'd like to share with u, my Dear readers..
But I guess not now..


Wait for the next yah!!



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