After two months, an empty space has finally turned into to a furnished home. There was this one day, after back from work, when I walked in the house and I took a glance of it, I had this strange feeling. I felt that I am liken to the creator. HE created heaven and the earth and man. I created my home. HE knows who we are, where we came from, where are we heading and HE even knows when we are going to perish. I can see through every single item in the house in the sense that I know what it is called, where it come from, how much it was bought for, why I choose this color, what it is made from, how long it going to last, everything about the past and possible future of the item… The transparency makes me feel that the house is actually empty.
I started to think of this… I wanna have something not belong to me in the house, so that I would not know what it is. I want to have something in the house that is not my type but I know you like yet I would not know why you like. I don’t wanna know about everything so clearly. I need some unknown. Better still something that has no answer forever… knowing thing so clearly is liken to watching a movie for the tenth time, knowing exactly what is going to happen the next second, no fun.
I wonder how HE feels about everything HE knows about human beings. Do you think HE already knew that Eve would take the apple even before HE created Adam? Do you think HE already knew that Eve would someday lose Adam to Steve?
I started to think of this… I wanna have something not belong to me in the house, so that I would not know what it is. I want to have something in the house that is not my type but I know you like yet I would not know why you like. I don’t wanna know about everything so clearly. I need some unknown. Better still something that has no answer forever… knowing thing so clearly is liken to watching a movie for the tenth time, knowing exactly what is going to happen the next second, no fun.
I wonder how HE feels about everything HE knows about human beings. Do you think HE already knew that Eve would take the apple even before HE created Adam? Do you think HE already knew that Eve would someday lose Adam to Steve?
